Semua Bab In love with the billionaire’s ex wife : Bab 11 - Bab 20

KELVIN.My body has been giving me some kind of signal, which is just weird. How can I find Lisa’s 40 year old mother to be attractive? Why do I feel memorized by her eyes? Why do I feel like smearing her lipsticks with my lip? What the hell is wrong with me? When she fell on me, I accidentally placed my hands on her waist, while she placed hers on my chest. I can’t think straight, I don’t want to think straight, because somehow my thoughts feel good. I have always been in charge with the way I feel about ladies, but right now I’m not. I try as much as possible not to think about her in such a manner, but the thought keeps coming and I can’t stop staring into her eyes, just like she can’t stop staring into mine. Finally she stands up and wipes off the snow from her dress. I get up and scratch my head. We all know that was awkward. “Try not to get stuck again…” I joke, just to drive off this awkward moment, and I see her smile. Damn, Lorenzo must be the luckiest man in the world to h

SARAH.Maybe I’m just imagining things. Or maybe it is simply because I’m scared that I might be developing feelings for him, or have developed feelings for him. But how is that even possible? I have only known him for two days, but yet it seems like I have known him for years. This has never happened to me before. I have always been in charge of my feelings, but right now I don’t even know what I’m doing. I can’t control my thoughts whenever he’s close to me. When he whispered in my ears, I felt his cool breath again, and I wished he would breathe into my mouth. Dang it. At that moment, I wanted him to do all sorts of things to me. I was so ready to open my legs for a 21 year old boy. Lord save, at this point, I think you are the only one who can save me. We stroll around the plaza filling our eyes with the gorgeous view of Kings and Queens palace. Then we get to the jewelry section, and I see the Cartier necklace with a little diamond pendant. I have always wanted it as a gift fro

“And how am I sure I’m not going to wipe my butt countless times on that ice?”“You just have to trust me,” I reply and she tilts her head.“I’m the team leader of the NYU hockey game.”“Really?” I tilt my head.“Yeah.”She places her palm on mine, and now I feel something. It’s as if our souls collide, and we’ve become one, and I have become whole. The warmth of her hands makes me feel selfer than I have ever been. I’m not gonna lie, joining hands with her fixes something inside of me, something I never knew was broken.“I guess I’m in safe hands then.” She looks at our hands, then at my face, then she smiles.I hope Lorenzo is aware of what he has. She’s a rare pearl. If she was mine, I would never hurt her. If she was mine, I would never be sad. I know it might seem wrong to have these feelings for someone twice my age, but you have no idea how beautiful it feels, how whole I feel. Maybe spending the holidays with Lisa’s family was meant to happen. Maybe Sarah and I were meant to f

SARAH.I have no idea why I told him that. Somehow I felt like I have known him for a really long time. And I feel safe talking to him. It took him one day to make me happier than I have ever been in years. Well, I guess that's how they are from the start. They make you feel special, safe and important, but as time goes by, they treat you like trash, like you are invisible and doesn’t matter. I won’t let myself get deceived by another man. If Lorenzo could do that to me after all the love we both shared, then I can’t trust anyone else with my heart, not even a 21 year old college boy. I think he’s more shocked than I was when Lorenzo asked me for a divorce because he isn’t saying anything, and I think it’s better this why.“Kelvin!” Cassy runs to us. “That was fun,” she says, then she looks at me. “I haven’t seen someone who is as horrible as you at Ice skating,” she adds. That was fair. I knew it was a bad idea from the start, but screw that. I don’t need to be good at ice skating

SARAH. I had the best day ever. I didn’t think I would be able to be that happy. I still can't believe I actually ice skated. Whatttt? I was able to overcome my fear of ice skating, and I did it happily. All thanks to Kelvin. I’m glad he came here. The way I feel safe with him scares me, and at the same time, it feels so good. I throw myself on my bed, well mine and Lorenzo’s bed. I glare at him as he snores in his peaceful sleep. I feel like killing him with the pillow under my head. Was it worth it? Was Catherine worth it? She’s not even that pretty, so what exactly made Lorenzo choose her over me? And when I expect him to apologize, he throws a divorce on my face. Well, go to hell and burn, good thing I don’t need your cheating ass to be happy. Saying all that was just for consolation, self consolation. It changes nothing, absolutely nothing. My wounds are still fresh, but with time I believe it’s going to heal. But I don't think it would, because tell me why he had to come to my