“Mom is there something wrong?”I asked as I saw how my mother looked at me in a very unfamiliar way. She stand up and and look around my room walking and opening all of the drawers as if he is looking for something.   I was about to ask her about the thing that she is looking for but then she stopped as she saw a pen and a clean paper.A pen and a paper? Now I remember that my mother is good in her hands. One of her talents is that she is good in drawing.  He even made a title because of that talent of her.I just silently look at my mother who was seriously drawing and scribbling something on that paper. It is as if she is eager to do it since it is something urgent. Now I doubt if I should have said those words. Is it a bad move for me to ask something about that old man?But that old man looks just like what I described, even so, I feel like I'm missing some important details.

 I am not sure about what this elder is saying to me.  But he said that thing and... regret? Will I make a choice i my life that I will regret? Just what does he mean by that? Looking at my hand who is holding the key he had given... I can't help but run my thoughts. It was the very first time that an elder talked to me like this. Yes they do say some words for me but in the presence of my parents... but today, It seems to be differentThe elder left leaving me in silent. I never knew whether I am someone who have the right to say this but then why do they make things so uncertain?Why do I feel like something is not right?They often tell things that are different in the ordinary language... as if they are playing it safety. Just like beating around the bushEven so, what the elders said to me was somehow annoying at some point.They always said that freedom will al

 Just what the hell is happening in my body?“Mom...! dad....!”I shouted panically as I am not sure whether I should hide it or not. But then I came off to the conclusion that whether it is turning worse or turning good, I shall let my parents see it since they have much more knowledge about me and they have much more experience experience compared to what I have.Surely they will have things to say to me about this and they will have their own opinion. Even do, whatever may happen... I won't let thrm keep me caged in here.I have learned my lesson when I tried to hide my my problem with my parents because once I hide it to them it became a lot more bigger that is not goid enough for me to handleIt is not that it was a big deal but then at that moment I did something reckless when I was a child and ended up hurting other people for I ruined something precious to them. And.. when  I tried to bring it back into pieces

Now I regretted this decision of hanging this key on my neck because in the first place, I should just have put it in my pocket so that no one will notice it but since I didn't do as what that is and hang it on my neck while hiding it on my clothe, now things are getting complicated It is surely my teacher who had spread those information to the others saying that I am the one who have break the record of having the key of that exclusive chamber in the libraryA library isn't a big deal but the exclusive chamber itself is. That is all because it hides the most important collections... books who have a great benefit towards those who can obtain it.Even so, I am not sure about the ideals of it.This is what I said but that chamber is truly admirable but then people will always think that the more admirable that place is, the more marvelous  and extraordinary  those people who can obtain those classifications to have the right

The only thing I can do is close my eyes as I feel like a very radiant light was blinding me on purpose. I can't open it since I can still see the white light.  Even if I wanted to,  It's not letting me to do so. “You can now open your eyes. Sorry for not giving a warning”He said as I still remain closing it and to my surprise as my vision finally came into me...What welcomed me is a place that is wider than it looks like.I only thought that the exclusive chamber is as big as the library space but then if you are in the inside... I can even say that it is much bigger than it looks likeI am not sure what kind of thing make it looks like this but... indeed, I am amazed by how this old looking library hold a majestic and wonderous place as this. One can't even imagine that this is the place they called as exclusive chamber.And now as I let go of my thoughts, I sensed that I am not aloneI'm somehow