Semua Bab His Voice (English Version): Bab 41 - Bab 47

SEBASTIAN'S POVIt had been four days since Vienna know the whole truth. Until now I still remember what happened that day and until now I still haven't seen her. Even though she stopped me from looking for her, I didn't stop. When she answered my call, I had hoped that I could fix the situation. But suddenly it disappeared when she said that she didn't want to see me yet."I don't want to see you yet.. so please leave me alone for now. I'm sorry."I still haven't stopped finding her despite what she said. But I suddenly remembered what I did 3 years ago. I looked for her everywhere, even though I was hurt during those times because of her loss and my mom left me, I still didn't stop. But days, weeks, months, and years passed, then I realized that she had left me and she would never come back. But after 3 years, she came back but she doesn't remember me. Now that she knows who I am, will I give up and stop looking for her?I admit I've given up a few times, I've been discouraged a few

"Bro, is there anything else I need to do? Is there anything missing?" Britt asked as he took himself a video."Yes, please take the balloons from my room and bring them here," replied Sebastian who was busy arranging the food on the table. Enzo, on the other hand, is also busy putting up decorations and other things."Copy that sir," Britt said and saluted like a soldier. He also left and went to Sebastian's room. When he got to the room, he also immediately looked for where the plastic of balloons was kept."Sebastian has to be thankful, I love him but my friend loves him more. It's different when you're in love, you'll do everything just to make the person you love happy," Britt said while facing the camera. When he arrived at his friend's studio, he immediately gave Sebastian the balloons he took."Take me with you in the video, bro, it seems like only your face will be seen there," said Enzo. Sebastian laughed because of what he said. Britt couldn't stop throwing stones at Enzo.

SEBASTIAN'S POVNone of us tried to speak, I just looked down while she was looking at me since earlier. I don't know what to say, I still can't believe I saw her."I'm sorry, son.." My tears started to fall because of the last thing she mentioned. I waited a long time to hear that word from her again."I know I hurt you and I hurt your dad, but I hope you can forgive me for what I did," she said crying. I immediately wiped my cheek before looking up at her."I've forgiven you but I still can't forget what you did. You hurt not only dad but also me, your son. I hope you understand if I'm still mad at you," I replied, making her silent. "But now that I'm in front of you, it seems like my anger towards you has gradually disappeared," I added. A bitter smile appeared on her lips and she immediately grabbed my hand that tighten my chest.I really wanted to hug her but I couldn't. I missed her, I missed my mother."I understand why you're still mad at me until now. But thank you, thank you

It has been my dream for a long time to sing on a stage and many people are watching. When I was young I learned to play any instrument and sing any kind of music. I fell in love with it because of my dad, he was the one who influenced me to sing and play. Because of him I composed and covered songs, and participated in auditions until I became a famous singer.My dream is to become a famous musician like the artists I admire in the music field. I also want to feel loved and admired by many people. But from the time my dad got sick until he lost his life, all my dreams disappeared from my mind. I want to fulfill that with him but now that my dad is gone, I don't want to pursue my dreams anymore. And because of what happened, I came to a decision not to tell the public about my true identity. I did that because of dad, because of him I did those things.But now, I dared to introduce myself and tell everyone who I really am. I'm not afraid anymore and I won't be affected by whatever the