Raven’s P.O.V Someone was in the room. I thought I would die. In all the days, I had been telling myself that if they came I would kill them with no mercy. I had even craved for more to come so I could extinguish them but as of then the fear was paralyzing, too much it would choke me. I tried not to move but as I listened, heard that the sound was coming from the bathroom. My body froze, frowning, had I left the shower on? No way. My nose flared and dear goddess I was losing it. There was no way, was there? There was the metallic smell of blood, too much of it and bad odor that had me nearly vomit but even with all that I would never not be able to smell him. I nearly cried I promise you. My chest tightening with me quick to throw the covers off me. Was I dreaming for the first time in my life? It felt like it. My head tipped down, seeing the foot prints with mud and blood, a lot of blood than I would like. No one had to tell me, I literally jogged with my bare feet. The ba

I let the sun sink, sitting at the edge of the bed just staring at him. The voice in my head had screamed so many times to pull him from the trap but him still being asleep meant that he was not healed to his fullest. One more second I would say. He would leave by the night, I knew that, but the most important thing was that he left fully rested and healed so he could have the strength to run then fight to the best of his capabilities. I was fighting with myself but my darkness was stubborn and I was stubborn. Anything that he had wanted to do in the pack, I would do it for him, until then, he would rest. My hands ran all over his skin. The sinking sun sent its violet orange rays on his exposed body, kissing his golden skin and making it glow as if he was an angel. The scars were all over, even in the oddest places yet he looked like a God even with them. He looked so peaceful, my finger slipping through his bones which

We sat at the center of the tub, in each others arms with our heads on the others shoulder for what seemed like forever. Peace had fell over us. I did not over think it, I did not know where his head was at but hoped he was at peace for just that moment.I could hold him in my arms all night long but I knew he was hungry and the pack also had to see him. I could not just keep him to myself with the little time he had. I drew back from his arms and got out of the tub to dry my skin while he stepped out to the shower to finish off then joined me in the closet. I don’t know why but I had already picked his clothes for him, well, I was trying to be time efficient.He just stared at me when he saw this with a face I could not decipher, passing a thanks as my insides melted with me in a puddle. I wore black sweat pants with a hooded jacket. It was getting cold, winter digging its teeth into our land. The werewolves could not careless, made little to no difference to them while I would be fr

Pack members lay on the floor, on hospital beds, every where. In my arms was Rosemary, her cute little snore pouring from her. My eyes moved over to the young mother who had cried herself to sleep even with the baby in her arms. She had slept while breast feeding, some ladies in the pack taking the baby away to the glass baby bed which stood next to the bed. It had been so saddening to watch her ask for her mate, beg for her mate but he was not there. She had cried so hard, losing even the strength to push, especially because it was painful on its own that her mate was putting distance between them while making way to the war zone.After it all, they had done surgery on her to get the baby out. The doctor had never done it before but in the situation, there had been no other option.A shiver ran down my body just thinking about it.Another shiver ran through. The hospital seemed to be so cold especially at the wee hours of morning thus I could not stay there for long. My eyes moved ov

We reached the pack way past dinner but luckily for Vex, the ladies were still in the kitchen washing dishes thus they did not mind fixing him something or he would have slept on water. Just thinking about it happening nearly had me laugh. I shook my head, waving at the ladies as they waved at me. I watched them all walk out of the castle, leaving it lonely and cold. My feet carried me to the flying machine which took me upstairs. I stripped naked, soaking myself in the tub that the king and I had held each other in. I would never forget the day, the memory being one of my greatest treasures. I relaxed until the water turned cold so I slipped out. I cleaned the bathroom then oiled my skin in the closet. I pulled on long knee high socks, some sweat shorts and a sweater. The king said I was not ready so I had to be the next time he came. I knew my battle was internal so I did not know what I had to do to grow up mentally, to grow enough for the war that was heavy on us. I sat on the fl