Semua Bab His Wild Desire: Bab 141 - Bab 150

Author's POV"You changed your decision? But why?" Ella stared at her daughter with doubt and a confused look."Mom, I just don't feel like I want to go for now. Let's talk about it after your marriage." Eva explained."Alright, as you want." Ella warmly smiles, and in return, so does Eva. Mark, who was hearing all this conversation from far from his room, silently walked out like he did not hear anything."What are mother and daughter talking about in my absence." Mark approached the seat beside Ella. Eva avoids eye contact with him. "Oh, Mark! Eva wanted more time to consider her decision to go abroad.""Is that so?" He glanced at Eva's side, but all she trying to do was avoid him."What do you think about it?" Ella asked."I think it's her life. She is an adult. Let her choose." His words made Ella nod in agreement, "Yes, you are right." Eva stood from the couch the next moment, "Mom, I need to leave. My friends were waiting for me. We planned to go watch the movie." "Okay, h

Eva’s POVThe next day, Mark and Mom went to the court and filled out the form to get registered for next month on the same date. On the other side, I decided to choose the same date to go abroad without telling anyone. I booked my ticket and felt quivering. I know my decision hurt Mark, but I also don’t feel happy about it. I’m also equally hurt here. Whenever I see Mom and him together, I feel betrayed when I know my feelings are the wrong ones here. I’m the third person in their relationship. I don’t have the right to be sad about something like this, and whenever this bitter thought crossed my mind, I could not help but feel heartbreaking about it. I feel I’m not different from my ex. I had done the same thing as them. I betrayed someone whom I see as my world ‘Mom’.Mom is an innocent one here who did not do anything to get hurt by her daughter and her boyfriend. How could I make one more big mistake to hold my love and break her heart in exchange? “Hey, are you okay?” Nish

Mark’s POVIt has been over a month since I last talked, Eva. It’s genuinely my toughest decision to ignore her, but she doesn’t want to go against her Mom. She loves her Mom, and I can see that. Her tears and red eyes did not hide from me, and I finally decided to respect them. If she would be happy to watch me with her Mom. I’ll do that without any longer making things hard for her.If this makes her stay beside me, I’ll do that. I can stay with Ella for her wish. I just hope she doesn’t go. However, the way she started to live with her friend to avoid me and the house, I began to regret my choice of words to stop her. I should not use ‘Ella’ to stop her at that heated moment, but she left me no choice.“Boss, it's almost time to leave.” My manager announced when I was in the middle of war inside of my mind. I don’t know if I can do this marriage or not. If Eva would stay or not.“Boss, are you okay?” When I did not answer him, he asked in doubt.“Yeah, I’m alright. Let’s leave.”

Eva's POVIt's almost going to be 3 pm, and all I can do turning over my bed with discomfort heart. I also almost cried thinking about Mark and my memorable moment in this room. I know crying will not change anything any longer, but I wish to see him last time alone and ask for forgiveness. I just want to simply apologise to him for rejecting the love he offered me for my selfishness. I don't want to see hate in his eyes when I leave. I don't want to face the cold shoulder even when this is my last time to see him. Though I'm scared to face him right now, my heart wants to go and say my last words to him. I feel so helpless at this moment because my heart still desires him, and if, any chance, he requests me any more time to stay, I don't think I can say 'No' to him even after being headstrong. And something like that, I don't want to happen. I don't want to divert my mind from the main motive. So, I can only imagine my dream of facing him for now. Staying in bed made me feel more

Author's POVONE HOUR LATER"Mom, you are looking beautiful." Eva praised her mother and kissed her cheeks. "Thank you, sweetie. I appreciate it." Ella, dressed in a silk wedding gown, responds by giving her daughter a gentle kiss on the cheek with a soft grin.After checking at her Mom, she made her way to where Mark was standing beside her mother. He's dressed to the nines in a sleek black suit and gelled his hair perfectly. He looks really handsome in his attire."What are you waiting for? You should complement Mark also." Ella's sudden words caught her attention, and she awkwardly nodded before meeting Mark's deep eyes, which were staring at her only."Mark, you look stunning.....in this suit...." She gives him a compliment uncomfortably.To which Mark nodded lightly and said sarcastically, "Thank you for your precious words, Eva. But, I really wish, you could make it to our wedding" At the end of his words, he put his free arm around Ella's waist.Eva felt anguish flash throug