I have been on bed rest for the past month and I don't know how much longer I can be in this room. The pups are growing fast the doctor thinks that they can be here in the next few weeks. I have started the nesting the packhouse. At least the part that Adrian will let me nest. I am supposed to be on bed rest but my natural instincts have kicked in. As for my ex-mate and pack they have started to push at our borders. I don't even know what they want from me or my new pack. Adrian has been training with the pack more than normal. The girls and I have been working on our joined nursery, but they are doing most of the work while I watch. It's coming along nicely and now this is my new favorite room to be in. I was sitting on my bed going over paperwork when Adrian came through the door. He looked tired and stressed. I reached out my arms to him telling him to come to me. I knew that he will feel better once he was in my arms. "What's happened, babe?" I couldn't help but ask him. I feel l

I feel bad about losing my brother but at the same time, I knew that this was going to happen. I told him to let this whole thing go and leave Karla alone. He missed his chance with her when he rejected her, to begin with. I always thought that she was a nice girl, we probably would have been friends if it wasn't for my brother. He always treated her like shit after everyone found out that her mother was a slut and got pregnant by someone else. I tried my best to protect her from my brother when I could. I know that she appreciated it when I put my brother in his place. I was expecting to feel more of my brother's death than I do as he was my twin. But I am surprisingly okay with his death. I feel sad don't get me wrong but I also feel relieved. The problem that I have now is my dad. He wants to revenge for my brother's death and go after the Dark River pack. I can't let that happen as I know that Karla is expecting pups. I know that my dad thinks that this is going to be his last mi

It has been three weeks scents June has been at our pack. She has become very close to me and the other girls. Valerie and I have always liked her when we were a part of our old pack. Adrian has come up with a plan with Elijah and June's mate for when Chad shows up. Two weeks ago I helped deliver Mia's daughter. She is a beautiful healthy pup that looks so much like my brother. They decided to name her Autumn Rose and it's the perfect name for her. I started to have preterm labor last week. I am excited but scared at the same time to go into full labor. Adrian has been more clingy as he doesn't want to miss anything that leads up to the delivery. All of us girls are sitting in the nursery as Valerie and Mia are breastfeeding the pups. When a sharp tight pain reaches crossed my stomach. I tried not to make a sound but a small whimper escapes from my lips. All three girls look at me with the same question written on their faces. June was the one that had free hands as she came to kneel i

It was nice to be back home. The antidepressants that the doctor put me on make me sleepy when I take them. They are working as my wolf appears to be calmer than she was before. Adrian and I took the pups up to our room as I was not ready to be surrounded by people yet. I feel bad knowing that everyone is excited to meet the new members of our pack. I also know that they will understand and accept that I need time with my pups before everyone meets them. When we walked into our room I placed the pups into their bassinets while Adrian ran me a warm bath. The bath helped relax my tense muscles and god it felt so good. It was even better when Adrian climbed into the tub with me. I still felt on edge not being around my pups or seeing them in my site of view. I know that I need to get my instance to protect under control as it's starting to gravitate towards Adrian as well as Valerie and Mia's pups. "Baby girl how are you? Is the bath helping you any?" "Umm...I am okay and yes the bat