"Do you want a drink?" Peter whispered. "I should be the one asking you that, Peter. Stop stealing my work "He chuckled and shove the water in his mouth. He is holding one, he just wants to have some attention that's why he asked me that.Today is their song recording in their company. While we are waiting for them to record their song. They decided to play around. Lester didn't join them. Only the three are playing to themselves. There are people eyeing me because they think Peter and I are a thing. We are here in the hallway, and some of the artists are looking at us. Some would greet them but some would just be walked past them. I can feel the silence of Lester. He is sitting not far from me while the three are standing, playing like a child. Lena is with me, reviewing the papers to be signed later. It's sponsorship and she is reviewing every page of the contract

I texted him when I got home last night and I didn't receive a reply from him. I don't want to call him just to ask why he didn't reply. I am now staring at the picture of Matt and me, in this room. We looked so happy in that picture. We don't have an idea what life challenges will take us into. I don't even realize that I will be the one who will mistake in this relationship. I didn't see this coming. Still, he hasn’t called me yet. I waited for his call last night while I was crying myself to sleep. He didn't call me. I don't want to call him because I am so embarrassed about myself. I can't pretend any more but I don't want to let him go now. Thinking of all the years we have been through. I don't want to lose him. I don't want to let go of someone who was there when I think I don’t have anyone by my side. When my father left us forever and when my brother chose to

Matt left after our date in the restaurant. Something came up and he needs to be there. The movie date didn't happen and I chose to go home because I am not in the mood for anything. He was sorry about it but I do understand his work and it is more important than me. No hard feelings but he should be focusing on his work. I didn't know what happen to Peter and her date after. After eating desserts, we left and I walked straight, don’t want to land my eyes on something unpleasant. I am just glad that we didn't end up getting caught there. Matt didn't open the door as he respects whoever is inside the powder room. He just called my name for some confirmation that I am inside the powder to tell me that he is in a hurry. Peter was smiling from ear to ear that time when he heard it but I quickly left him to face Matt. Peter somehow annoys me. I know I shouldn’t be feeling what I am feeling but I can’t help it when it was me who he was with the other nights and right now,

It didn’t take a while to give the housemaid what she bought for me. It does fit me but I am uncomfortable wearing it. I don’t have the courage to flaunt my body because I am skinny and not that curvy like the others. “What took you so long there?” Johnny asked. My eyes quickly searched for Peter and I found him in the pool with the girl whom I said stands out clinging to his arm. I looked back at Johnny when Peter was about to turn his gaze at me. “I was just doing some things. Why? You should entertain your guests, Johnny. Don’t worry about me. I can manage myself.” “Someone already entertains them, Tara. You looked so fucking hot in that bikini. Damn.” I know because Peter is already entertaining one of them. “Thank you, John but I am not confident wearing this kind of clothing. Look at your guests, they looked so fine wearing swimsuits.” I was just saying the truth but the jealousy in my voice is consuming me. “You looked so fine, Tara. Do

"Tara! Can you please lower your music? I am studying here. Just so you know."I walked out of that scene and I went all by myself. They tried to stop me but thankfully, there was a cab on the outside that didn't take me long enough to get out of that place. I already told them that I am okay, and I lied that my head hurts and I need to rest for a while. My clothes are wet because I quickly put my clothes on before I walked out."You can study in your room if you want, Jane. Let me have this moment please."She rolled her eyes at me. "Whatever."She picked up all her workbooks and left me. My mom slept already. She sleeps early than usual right now but I just let her because she needs it as well. Right now, I was the one who take her spot along with her music box. My heart is aching but I forced myself to not cry. I chose this and I deserve this pain.