Cemetery I sighed first, then finally entered the yard where I used to live in the time I was hiding from Magnus. In the place, where I found out about my pregnancy and where did I lose her too…It’d been a while. It's been seven years since I lost a child. She would have been six years old now. But Cassey is just not for me. Heaven is her destination.On the outside of the yard is obvious that it had surrounded by the sadness of the house.I couldn’t help but feel sad. In that house, I learned to be contented with my life, that's where I felt the love of my parents. I was there to feel the fun during the times I was carrying my child in my womb.I smiled bitterly and tried to forget that event in my existence. Because until now, the loss of my daughter is still excruciating pain to me. I still feel it, I tightly hugged her little body. Sign almost didn't want to let her go then. Even though she has no life I still want to hug her and set her aside from me."Who are they?" that voice

A HugIT WAS weekend. No work, no office, and no paperwork. So I thought about shopping. I bring Bianca with me to a shopping mall.I bought a black cocktail dress for the party, as well as shoes. I bought everything I desired. makeup sets, bags, pants, shirts, and office suits. I also bought Bianca for her. I really enjoyed my shopping, I don’t care about the money I’m wasting.But when I stared at the kid’s clothing section, I was suddenly sad. If my Cassey were still alive, I could also buy her clothes here and all the things she would’ve wanted— toys, dolls, and everything. I will give her everything she wants. If only she were still alive and with me right now.We went to one of the most popular salons that also offer massage services, foot spas, and hair and facial treatment. I curled my hair while I suggest a rebonded for Bianca's hair. We both had a manicure and a pedicure.It’s okay to spend money because I used Magnus's credit card. Well, it's up to him to complain about my b

Out Of Balance[ TAMARA POV. ]I HAVE immediately diverted my eyes throughout the bar until I saw him debating with two men at the counter.I hurriedly walk over to them and the man nothing else was done but disturb the quiet life I live.“U-uhm, excuse me—” The three of them looked at me when I approached."OH, My wife," Magnus immediately stood up and approached me.I suddenly support his body so he doesn't fall on the ground.“Why are you getting drunk? What is your problem?!" I asked slowly, I could feel his weight as he clung to my shoulder and waist."You know that you are my problem. But thank you for coming, wife,” Magnus said in a drunken voice."Stand well!" I sharply look at him in the eyes, then I turned to the in front of us. “I'm sorry for the inconvenience of my... h-husband,” I had no choice but to claim he was my husband.Magnus was drunk so he couldn't hear what I have said.“It’s okay, ma’am. By the way, I’m the manager of this bar and I was also the one who talked t

Grocery StoresIT HAD been three days since Margot was admitted to the hospital. I also haven't been in the office for three days because I personally took care of her, that's because she didn't want Felix to take care of her. Margot always ignored her husband.I don’t know whom I would feel more pity for. If it's Margot, who lost a child like me, or Felix who is so worried about his wife's condition and emotions."Marg?" I called out to Margot who was stagnating. Without expression, she turned to me."What?" She asked reluctantly."You will get out of here now.""So?" she still didn't feel like answering.“Margot, I understand how you feel. But I hope you will talk to your husband. He is really worried too much for you.”“Understand? Why, have you ever experienced did I experience, huh Tamara? I lost my child, Tam, for God’s sake. And it’s because of his mother!”I sigh. I wish I could answer her with, ‘Yes, I also lost my child, and I feel hurt, more than what you feel.’“You're not

A LetterIT'S BEEN two weeks since Rebeka, Uncle Arthur, and I met. And since then, my chest has seemed lighter. I felt real joy in my heart.I have been visiting them once in a while in the new house I bought. I support them- financially. I also shoulder my uncle's therapists for his complete recovery.As I watched a movie, I learned something about the word 'One More Chance'; It sounds like, do not hesitate to give second chances to the people we love. Forgiving and forgetting are the only ways to ease the pain.Rebeka was sincere in apologizing. They are just a family I have right now. So, maybe I quickly forgave them. Especially Uncle Arthur.I sighed as I remembered Magnus. Fortunately, he hasn't bothered me since our last conversation at the hospital. I'm more focused on avoiding him now, whether in a call or text.Maybe, that person is also busy because he does not appear again.A text message popped up for me as I entered the office. I'm coming out later from the conference roo