"Shama, I was wrong. I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. I was just jealous seeing you with Alpha Blaze. Can you give me another chance?" Catherine bowed her head and as I can see, she is serious and sincere. "You're forgiven. Don't do it again Cath. Look around, I am not your real enemy. We are facing a big problem, so for now we need to focus on our training," I said and I tapped her shoulder.I was surprised when she hugged me. "I'm really sorry. You are not weak as I thought. I also think that you might just put Alpha Blaze to danger but you have proven yourself that you can protect him. I know Alpha Blaze also likes you, loves him back, Shama," she added before leaving."Did she hurt you? What did she tell you?" From my back, Blaze asks consequently. "She did nothing wrong." I faced him but his eyes were so destructive so I averted my gaze away from him."Seems like you can look directly into my eyes, my Love?" My hair stood up as I heard what he called me. Is he reall

As usual, I went to the meeting of the council with Alpha Blaze. I can't look diretly to Beta Luke's eyes. It seems he is finding something on me. Like his gaze is somewhat ditractive. I don't know what he is thinking right now."Stay there, Sh- Amber," Blaze said and almost mention my real name. That was near. "Yes I will. Be calm and be nice to the elders, Alpha Blaze. Whatever the problem will be, always remember that there is a rainbow after the rain," I advised to him. He look at me as if I said something wrong."That line is familliar to me. It seems I've been hearing that for so many times... but I can't remember when, when and who said that," he confusingly said. I smiled secretly. Those lines marked on his heart. I am the one who always say that to him, on his past life. "Don't think to much about it. Alpha Blaze, you are a good leader," I said and kissed him on his cheeks before he left me.I turn my gaze at Luke that is still looking at me. He smirked and raised his eyebr

I was hesitant to look directly to his eyes. I can felt his anger and it seems my heart was stab with a large object. "Why, Alpha?" I asked without looking at him."I don't need you anymore. And it seems like you're dating with another man, while you're showing affection to me. How was that, Shama?"Is he jealous?"What are you talking about?""Do you think you can deny? You and Lester went out, right? You can't lie to me, I can smell his scent on you," he added. I shook my head in disappointment. "I just ask for his advice," I answered."And I don't care. Leave and never come back. How dare you play with me!""Please don't do this Alpha. I have no one. I can't live without your help. I am willing to accept any punishment," I beg to him."You're leaving? You'll just regret it," he coldly said and left me dumbfounded.I cry silently in pain. Why do I need to suffer like this? What's the matter with him? Did Lady Ave told him to do so?***I walk up when the alarm clock rangs. I fixed

I immediately change my clothes. I wear a black jeans paired with my favourite black jacket and a black boots. Yes, I love black. Black brings comfort to me, but that doesn't mean that I am a bad person. Black colour doesn't really define evil. I don't believe in those colour meanings and symbols because I love black but I have pure intentions. I once glanced at the mirror beside me. I bit my lips and let out a deep sigh. I will save Lester at all costs. Those vampires are just like ants to me. They are weak creatures. But, why did they kidnap Lester? There's a lot of choices but why do they choose Lester? Are they planning for a trap? I went out of my room, making soundless steps. "Shama, where are you going?" I stopped when Lenox suddenly came out from the main door. I face him and smile. "How did you know that I came out of my room?" I asked him confusingly. "I already told you that I can smell you. I have a strong smelling ability," he explained so I nodded. "Back to my

"Shama, let me drive you home. Your safety is my priority," Leandro said after we had dinner and a short talk with his family. I am very glad that I met them. They are such a blessing in this pack."Sure. Thank you Leandro," I answered and kissed his cheeks. I know he blushed because his cheeks suddenly turned red.I am still wondering why their eyes are not seeing Shama. I mean, the ugly me. They see me as Kali. "I know you won't let me accompany you in saving my brother. But please be careful and promise me that you'll come back with him," Leandro held my hands. I smiled at him and nodded. "I will be safe and I will be back together with Lester.""By the way, you've mentioned earlier that you're already claimed as a mate by someone. Who is he?""He is an Alpha, but I know we are not destined. His mother disliked me and warned me. She told me to keep my distance away from her son, so I did. That Alpha is disrespectful and pragmatic." "I know Alpha Blaze. We've been friends before