Kagat-kagat ko ang aking labi habang nakatago ang aking mukha at katawan sa kumot. Tanging mga mata ko lamang ang nakalabas sa kumot. It's already 12:08 in the morning and we're still awake. Nakahiga ako sa kama habang si Azazel ay nakaahon ang kalahati ng katawan habang nakasandal sa headboard. I can see his ironclad chest down to his abs. He was smoking while his eyes are close. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin mapaniwalaan na may nangyari na nga sa amin.I can still feel my face heating up. Ni hindi ko siya matignan ng diretso sa mata. Tumingin ako sa kaniyang mukha, I saw him looking at me with his intense eyes. Ang upos ng sigarilyo ay nilagay niya sa ash tray doon sa may side table. Umiwas ako ng tingin sa kaniya. "Come here." He suddenly said with his husky voice.Wala akong nagawa kung hindi ang gumaya sa kaniyang ayos. Hawak ko ang kumot na nakatapis sa aking katawan. Agad niya akong hinapit sa beywang para mapalapit sa kaniya. I felt him kissed my head. Humaplos ang kaniy

We were having lunch with my lola's mansion. I can feel the tension building up as lola looked at Azazel with her usual stares. Para bang pinag-aaralan niya ng mabuti si Azazel, naghahanap nga maaaring maipintas pero sa tingin ko ay bigo siyang makahanap noon. "So you're a lawyer?" Lola asked."Yes, señora." Azazel answered with his usual tone.Nakita ko ang bahagyang pagtaas ng kilay ni lola sa narinig. Ngumiti si lola kay Azazel at tumingin sa pinsan kong si Seriese. "Oh, Ish, my apo is also a law student. But she's still a freshman."I saw how Ish looked at Azazel, her eyes glinted. Alam ko kung anong klaseng tingin ang binibigay niya kay Azazel.Umiwas ako ng tingin at napatungo. I don't know how am I supposed to act here. Pakiramdam ko ay wala akong karapatan na magsalita, lalo pa at nandito ako sa pamamahay ni lola. Everything is just off limits. Ang hirap-hirap gumalaw dahil alam ko kahit hindi nakatingin sa akin si lola, isang maling galaw lamang ay mapapansin niya agad ako.

Warning: Some scenes are not suitable for young readers. Spg ahead. Not for minors. Read at your own risk.***Nasa hallway palang kami papuntang kwarto niya ay nagsisimula na ulit siyang humalik sa akin. He hold my nape to kiss me more, ang isang kamay niya ay nasa beywang ko at humahaplos doon. And in a very swift move, he pushed me on his room's door, patuloy pa rin siya sa paghalik sa akin. Mariin iyon at napakalalim. He opened his room and carried my legs to tangled it on his waist.Nang makapasok kami sa kaniyang kwarto ay isinandal niya ako sa pader. Idiniin niya ang kaniyang katawan sa akin. Mabilis ang kaniyang galaw at parang may humahabol. I moaned when his hands just suddenly took my top off. Ni hindi niya iyon inalis sa pagkakatali. He just ripped it off like it's just a piece of paper.I gasped hard when I felt his lips on my neck while his one hand is groping my breast. I tried to kissed him back the way he kissed me with full intensity and desire. Mahina siyang umungol

It was full of uncertainty. Everything went fast that I could hardly even think about other things. In just a blink of my eyes, I found myself tangled with obscure people. The moment that I saw myself with people like them, I knew right there and then that my life will never be the same anymore. I have already accepted it a long time ago, but I just never imagined it to be like this.Hindi kailanman pumasok sa isip ko na mapunta sa ganitong sitwasyon. After what happened on my apartment, Azazel bring me to his penthouse. Nandoon din sina Samael at Grace, lutang ako buong gabi at halos wala ng pumasok sa isip ko. I just can't grasp to the thought about my apartment. Paulit-ulit na pumapasok sa isip ko ang itsura ng apartment na nadatnan namin kanina. I keep on overthinking things.Paano pala kung hindi ako umalis? Paano kung naabutan ako ng mga taong gumawa noon sa partment ko?As of right now, I am thankful that nothing happened to me. Kapag naaalala ko ang nangyari sa akin noon, kun

I stared blankly into the void while inside Azazel's car. I was biting my lower lip as I stared out the window. Azazel was on the phone with someone, most likely from their law firm. I just boringly looked at Azazel when I felt his hand on my thigh.He was still on his phone, his brows furrowed as he turned the stirring wheels. I just sat there and watched him do it.Bumuga ako ng hangin ng makaramdam ng pagkabagot. Honestly, I don't feel like attending San Albereda University. I just want to lay on my bed all day and night. Napansin iyon ni Azazel kaya agad siyang napatingin sa akin."Hold on... Are you okay, baby?" mas lalong nagsalubong ang kaniyang kilay ng dahil sa akin. Tumango ako sa kaniya at ngumiti, kahit pa hindi naman talaga ako okay."You sure?"I rolled my tongue on my lower lips and pouted as I think something to eat. Parang gusto ko ng strawberry ngayon tapos isasawsaw ko sa gatas."I-I w-want t-to e-eat s-strawb-berry a-and m-milk?" hindi siya makapaniwalang tumitig