Warning: Some scenes are not suitable for young readers. Slightly SPG.***Matagal kaming nasa ganoong posisyon. I was straddling him the whole time while hugging each other. Wala akong ibang maramdaman at marinig kung hindi ang malakas na pagkabog ng aking dibdib sa hindi malamang dahilan. Nararamdaman ko rin ang magagaan niyang paghaplos sa aking likod. He was trying to calm me but I just can't. Hindi mawaglit sa aking isipan ang mga nangyari sa akin kanina. My face buried on his neck.Paano kaya kung hindi siya dumating? Paano kung natuloy ang nangyari sa akin kanina?I hugged him tighter when I remembered what happened again. Namuong muli ang takot sa aking dibdib. Parang sirang plaka na paulit-ulit na naiisip ko ang muntikan ng gawin sa akin ng mga lalaki. At hindi ko man gusto ay namasang muli ang aking mata at alam kong naramdaman niya iyon. Naghahalo na ang aking mga luha sa kaniyang pisngi ngunit wala roon ang aking atensyon. His breathing become ragged, nagtataas at baba na

Tulala ako buong araw at hindi alam ang gagawin. I can't even find myself doing my project. It's been days since I've been like this. The night when my Auntie visits me, it really bothers me all the time. May mga bagay kasi na kahit anong gawin kong pagtatago, gaano man ako kabilis tumakbo, hahabulin at hahanapin pa rin ako. I just wanted to be free. To get away. Pero mukhang malabo talaga ako makatakas sa napakadilim na anino ng pamilya ko. If just my parents are here...I should have not thought about those.Inalis ko iyon sa isipan ko at tumayo na lamang sa kama. It's time to do some household chores. Hindi pwedeng nakatunganga lang ako buong araw. Rest day ko ngayon at saktong Linggo at walang pasok sa University namin. Gustuhin ko man na gumala ay hindi ko naman kaya. I have so many things to do for this day. Maybe, some other time, I would go out and visit some places here in the city. But as of now, I have to deal with the bunch of trashes here in my small apartment.I was busy

I don't know what's happening in my surroundings. My mother is sleeping, and so does my father. But I heard some footsteps downstairs and some unfamiliar voices. Kumunot ang aking noo, do we have visitors? Mama and Papa are still sleeping in the next room with me, should I wake them up? Maybe, I should just peep a little bit.Marahan akong umalis ng pagkakahiga sa aking kama. I silently wore my pink bunny slippers. Is it okay to peep? I jus want to know who the visitors are.Tumingin akong muli sa higaan ko at nag-isip. Okay lang naman siguro no? Lumapit ako sa pintuan at idinikit ang aking tainga para pakinggan ang nasa labas. I hear men's voice, they talk so serious. Napanguso ako ng biglang unti-unting nawala ang pag-uusap.I was about to turn the knob to open my door when the connecting door from the next room opened. Nakita kp doon si mama na hindi mukhang hindi mapakali."Ma, we have a visitors po. Should we go down?" Tanong ko kay mama.Mabilis siyang lumapit sa akin at niyakap

I was currently sitting on my couch when I heard a knocked on my door. Mabilis kong binaba si Azi at binuksan ang pinto. I saw Azazel in his usual get up. White polo long sleeves and pants along with his expensive silver watch. He's not smiling but I saw how calm his face is. Tumingin siya sa akin mula ulo hanggang paa. I felt conscious again as he stared at me. Kahit ilang beses niya siguro ako na titigan ay hinding-hindi ako masasanay.Looks like he's examining my clothes. I wore a white off shoulder maxi dress but this time, it can see my thighs. Because I just think that I should wear this kind of dress to fit in. Kumunot ang noo niya kaya kumunot rin ang noo ko at bumaba ang tingin sa aking suot. Mali ba ang suot ko? Hindi naman revealing ang suot, I still look decent.He looked at me, so I gave him a questioning look. He just sighed."Let's go..."I was about to go out when Azi barked. Wait. It's already evening, I don't want Azi to stay here all night and

Days passed, halos araw-araw na ang pagbisita ng mga pinsan ko sa akin. Azazel's actually been busy for a week, kaya hindi kami masyadong nagkita nitong mga nakaraan. And today is his bar examination. I asked him about his exam, he said the exam will held for two to three days. Sa totoo lang ay ako ang kinakabahan para sa kaniya. I felt so nervous for him, but he was just sitting beside me. He was so chill like it's just an ordinary day for him. But it isn't! Today is his bar examination.We're currently inside of Samael's car. Being a supportive twins to Azazel, sila na mismong dalawa ni Nazarel ang maghahatid kay Azazel. I sighed and looked at Azazel whose busy listening to Samael. Ang kamay niya ay magaan na nakapulupot sa akin, partikular sa aking beywang. One thing that I usually noticed at him, he's really clingy. He likes to wrapped around his hands on me, kissed me eventually, and really likes to play with my curly hair. Just like now. Muli akong bumuntong hininga.