บททั้งหมดของ Tangled In His Sheets: บทที่ 71 - บทที่ 80

♡ Mia's pov ♡"You didn't go to kill the baby did you?"I felt like I was zapped somewhere else, another reality, where no one spoke, not a single sound was heard, except for Brianna's voice.I looked around the room lost with my ears ringing.I must've heard wrong.Why else would everyone be so frozen?Why we're there no reactions or changes of expressions?Why was Kade so-I stop when my eyes fell into a blue storm. He was also frozen where he stood, his hand still plastered to the table, his gaze still on me, his face so...stiff.His eyes, on the other hand, they told something, they wanted to express something. But all I seem to get out of them was the look of confusion."Did you?"Her voice, was so acidic with false worry. So nasty.They pulled me out of that reality where I only saw frozen faces and threw me in another where the faces expressed different emotions.Confusion. Shock. Interest. Intrigue. And expectation. They were expecting my response.My heavy tongue gave me reli

~ Kade's pov ~ I have never felt so anxious in my life before, so scared of the unknown, so terrified of someone else's words. Words that can change you, break you, tear you apart. This kind of fear was crippling. I can't seem to hear voices, the words going around me. I'm aware of mouths moving. I'm aware that something important was being said. Something I should listen to. And when my eyes shift from the doctor currently speaking to Mrs. Cross I knew that whatever was being said, wasn't good. I could see the pain in both their eyes, gleaming so strongly that I was nearly tempted to look away. Then Mrs. Cross's hand lift to her mouth in a gasp and I just knew the doctor had delivered the worst news ever. And perhaps it was that which prompted my ears to work again, to get the information I needed. Information I was sure would rip my soul." She might need a few days or months to cope with the loss of the fetus. Miscarriage is not an easy road to emotional recovery. She's young

♡ Mia's pov ♡I lifted my shirt and turned my head to face the mirror. I brushed my palm over my flat stomach.It was odd to think that there was once a baby in there. A baby that was a part of both Kade and me.I blinked as I felt moisture in my eyes.It was crazy how the thought of being pregnant had scared me so much these last few days. I was so relieved when the test came back negative.So relieved.But now, I wish that I still had my baby in my womb. That I hadn't lost him or her even though it was too early to even tell what gender the fetus was.Finding out you were pregnant and then losing the baby, was gut wrenching. Painful. The most pain I had ever had to endure.I felt lost. Scared. Guilty for not being more careful. Guilty for being a failure.The door creaks open in my room and I drop the shirt quickly so it would cover my bare belly.The doctor cleared me to go back to school any day I choose. I didn't think I was ready for that yet. I don't think I was ready for all t

♡ Mia's pov ♡It has been a couple of days now since my miscarriage. And Kade had kept to his word by being there for me.He was here with me and never gave me a break actually. But that was okay because I actually needed his comfort, his presence, it just felt right to have him here.To have him hold me. To whisper how much he loved me. To reassure me that I will be okay. That we will be okay.Every day, it seems to be getting better and better. Until I start to feel lighter. Until I start to not feel guilty about what happened.It wasn't my fault.It wasn't Kade's.It wasn't anyone's.It just happened, and I had to accept that.The loss would always be with me, that was something I'd always remember. But I knew the pain of it will lessen in time until I won't feel pain anymore.Today was Sunday and tomorrow I was supposed to go back to school. I still didn't want to face anyone or see pitying stares, but I'd have to deal with them eventually.I couldn't hide away forever.Besides K

♡ Mia's pov ♡The school somehow looks intimidating today.But it was probably because of the nerves building inside me again.Fingers wrapping around my hand and a firm squeeze made me snap out of my thoughts."I'm going to be by your side Mia, always. You got this." Kade reassured me.I smiled. He was right. I got this. Their stares won't matter.I nearly jump out of my skin when a knock comes on the window. I jolt, turning to face whoever thought it was funny to slam their knuckles on the glass.I place my hand on my chest when I saw it was Colby. I rolled down the window. "Jesus Colby, you nearly gave me a heart attack.""Sorry?" He winces, stepping back so I could open the door and not knock him over. Though I was really tempted to, for scaring me.When I got out, I'm pulled into a comforting hug by him. "You're so strong Mia for coming today." He whispered, holding me tighter and was probably on the verge of squeezing me to death.I patted his back when I felt my lungs cry for h