Lahat ng Kabanata ng HIS SWEET REVENGE: Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

Bryan's POVI could barely sleep a wink till it was morning. Celine's every move is screaming temptation at me and it is giving me ambivalent feelings.It doesn't feel surreal. What is happening doesn't look real. It feels as if I am dreaming because I know Celine. I know how shy and cowardly she can be and I really do not know the meaning of what is happening now.I couldn't believe it when she left last night. I wish I didn't stop her because I was hard as a rock, and the realization that I desired her hit me hard.I felt like I was punishing her by using this exact technique she is using but I doubt my emotions. I know I might no longer be able to control myself when it's overwhelming.After she left the bathroom last night with her body drenched in water, I jerked with her name on my lips and with my eyes closed, imagining what it would be like to gag her as a punishment.What baffles me most is how she switches her moods; she is shy this minute and confident about what she is doi

Bryan's POVI can see her face. She is trying to take a hold of my hands but I am too far for her to take a grip of my outstretched arms.She is smiling down at me, assuring me that all will be well. This is different. She has never smiled this much before.She is back. Helena is back from the land of the dead. She has finally come back to me because she has forgiven me. She wanted me to learn my lessons the hard way and I have.Desperate to be in her arms, I find myself lunging forward with full force, and within minutes, I am in her arms, my body relaxed and my breathing heavy.I can smell my sweat.I feel happy too. Finally, she is back and I am in her arms. Finally, she has accepted to come back to me and forgive me for all that I have done to cause her pain.For cheating on her. For fighting her when she was trying to protect me. For not knowing her worth until I lost her."Bryan?" She calls softly, making my eyes open slowly, my breathing still heavy and my body weak from too mu

Bryan's POVI twirl the swivel chair around idly, a pen in my hand and my lower lips in between my teeth.Coming to work today is a mistake. I haven't been able to do a single thing since I arrived here. This is because I have been distracted by one thing or the other.Celine's thought fills my mind and I am trying to comprehend just how and why the kiss happened this morning.I am still trying to figure out what the hell came over me that pushed me to kiss her that way. I haven't figured out why I have suddenly become attracted to her and now I am left with sorting this out again.What excuse do I have this time to give for kissing her? I have no excuse. The first time something like this happened, I was drunk. I wasn't in my right frame of mind but this morning, I wasn't drunk yet I kissed her.I felt a stab of anger in me when I wanted more of her. I wanted to kiss her more but I had to stop it. I do not know what is wrong with me but I need to get myself together and stop this s

Bryan's POVI feel nothing but guilt for everything. This is something I haven't felt in a year. I have only felt this kind of emotion for Helena but now I don't feel guilty for her death, what I feel is guilt for how I have always treated Celine.What bothers me the most is why she seems calm with everything. She has never raised her voice on me until the other day.I want to stop mistreating her and I want to give her the freedom she deserves when everything is settled. Father would come to New York soon and sort it out for me. Then Celine can leave but as much as I think of it, I don't want her to leave.I am thinking it is because I don't want her to get hurt but this is more than just being protective of her.There is something else in me that I can place. Something new that I have never felt before. Or maybe it has always been there but I never took cognizance of it.When I kissed her this morning, it felt right. I felt the same overwhelming feeling I used to feel for Helena. It

Bryan's POVThe moment I got inside the room after taking a bath, I picked up my phone to call Celine, scared that she would be asleep already.I came back from work very late today because I spent my whole morning thinking about the sex we had. I was distracted all through until it was time for my first appointment and I realized I didn't make preparations for that.Trying so hard not to think much about it, I got to work after my first appointment and I didn't finish up on time until the next appointment and the third. I wished to come home early today but I couldn't because I don't intend to go to work early tomorrow.I won't be able to sleep. I am sure of that. But if she is here and she falls asleep, maybe sleep will elude me too."Hello, Bryan", she whispers and I feel my bulge getting hard at the voice."Are you asleep?" I ask her, praying she isn't."No, I am not.""What are you doing?" I scratch my head, nervous about asking her to come over. I don't know if she is ok with le