Letting go is not forgetting; It's about learning and moving on.It's making a choice to be strengthened by your past....not strangle by it. ATHENASometimes the life is complicated and confusing. I really don't what's happening in my life. Why my past is haunting me especially when i finally decided to let it go. I really don't know what to do except for venting my anger on the punching bag. Right now i am in my gym with my boxing gloves. I threw one punch, then another and it continued until i was tried and panting. I fell on my knees and opened my mouth to take as much as air possible.  I closed my eyes and tried to control my breathing. As soon as i closed my eyes his face appeared. This isn't the first time i am dreaming about him and this really frustrates me. How can i be attracted to a bodyguard?? I really don't have any probl

Happiness is a choice not a result. Nothing will make you happy until you choose to be happy. No person will make you happy unless you decide to be happy. Your happiness won't come to you. It can only come to you. ATHENAIt hurts a lot my head. I placed my hand on the head and felt a small bandage. I was laying on a very soft bed. Wait bed?? But My car met with an accident. I slowly opened my eyes. At first it was difficult open because it has been closed for sometime. I wasn't in a hospital as i expected. I looked up at the white ceiling with golden design. The room looks luxurious with a big balcony. I slowly sat up in the bed. My head was paining a lot like i had a hangover. Although i never had a hangover but i think it feels like this. I can't understand how the hell i end up in this luxurious room?? Did i got kidnapped again?? But i don't think the  kidnappers

And you will meet people who are safer loved from a distance and dangerous to love up close. Likes the flame you loved as child. Like the fire that taught pain. ATHENA"Are you sure she is ok?" Evelyn whispered. I can't say if it was a whisper because i can clearly hear her voice. If she is trying to be discreet then she is failing miserably. "Well you stop that " Ashton yelled in a low voice. I know they are standing right behind me. I know they care for me but right now i want to be alone. It has been exactly 4 days since i found out the truth. I didn't told Ashton or anybody about it. I don't know how they will react? Ashton might murder Andrew for this and that's the last thing I want right now. Of course Evelyn and Ashton are suspicious of my unusual behavior but they didn't bother me directly. They simply gossip behi

Don't cry over the past it's gone. Don't stress about the future it hasn't arrived. Live in the present and make most of it. ATHENA"Leave me..." i tried to get out of his grip. But he only tightened more his arm around my waist. "Leave her!!" Lance said. This guy really has a death wish. "You stay the fuck away from her" Andrew said angrily. I have never seen him so angry. "Leave her Knight. She doesn't want to talk to you right now" Lance said calmly. How can he behave so calm in this situation. Andrew didn't said anything and continued me dragging out of the bar.tried to wriggle my hands free from his tight grasp. I finally succeeded is getting out of his grip. He glared at me. "Athena don't make me more angry. Then i am already " he said. "I don't care..." i said and crossed my arms on my chest. Without any warning he picked me up in h

You think i look a QUEEN from outside. Well i can assure you that on the inside I am the whole fucking KINGDOM ATHENA"Oh my god....oh my.....i am so nervous" this is the tenth time i am hearing Evelyn mumbling the same word. Here i am trying to complete my office work but of course Evelyn has to be a pain in my ass. "Athena.....what if something went wrong.....what if....." i didn't let her finish her sentence and silenced her with my finger. "Stop overreacting and relax. Everything is gonna be fine " i said. "Athena i am not overreacting ok. It's my first time and i am been scared" she said. "Why don't you distract your mind by getting ready " i suggested. A smile crept on the face."You're the best..." she gave me a tight hug. And then she ran out of my room. I decided to complete my work later and get ready for the hospital. I wal