JamesOnce again, her heartbeat skyrocketed and I smelled fear as I undressed. Talking about that, I have enjoyed every second of stripping in front of my mate as the lust in her eyes is unmistakable. Being rejected for so many weeks and now being wanted by my mate felt like honey pouring into my heart.I looked at the water. Hmm... I thought to myself. If I said yes, would she agree to come and join me? She could swim in her underwear... Seeing her just in underwear was very tempting. My mouth watered at the possible sight and my dick twitched in my underwear. F*ck! Stop thinking of that, I barked at myself. I can’t have a hard-on while standing in just boxers in front of her. I might just freak her out as a f*cking pervert.- Well, if I do, would you join me?I looked back at her with a flirty smile. I wanted to tempt my girl as much as I could, as it had been so hard to crack her this far.- But it’s probably freakishly cold! Are you one of those “seal people’?She had a deep frown

James My mind was clouded with lust. My thinking was foggy. I barely managed to ask questions to find out whether Laila gave me consent or not. My self-control was almost gone. After all these long and torturous weeks, her body was pressed to mine. She was in my hands – heating up from pleasure, shivering. She was moaning. Those sweet sounds echoed in my mind on repeat, as I loved those moans so much already. I could smell her arousal. It was driving me and my wolf nuts. All this is like a drug to my brain that sends my self-control out of the window. I've wanted her badly since day one and now I just can't stand it anymore. I can't postpone having her anymore. But should our first time be in bed, not in the middle of a wild forest? Something romantic with lit candles and rose petals? Did she even like stuff like that? F*ck, I don't even know those details about her... Idiot! She wasn’t a werewolf but she wasn't a typical American girl either that I had had this far. She was such an

James - Sorry, I pushed you away. You said... you said not to come inside you, this was the first idea I could come up with. I apologized. - It’s ok. She shrugged. - Come here! I waved her towards me with my right hand while moving towards her myself as well. - I wanna hug you and kiss you. I added. She silently approached. - Look who is a cuddle-waddle teddy bear. She teased. I pulled her into the hug. My arms were around her neck as I was taller than her. - Yes. I replied to her firmly. She put her arms around my waist. I planted a kiss on her wet hair. - I love to have you in my arms. I have been longing for this since I laid my eyes on you. I said and pushed her back to look deeply into her eyes. A brief surprise flashed across her eyes until the mischief returned. - You have been longing for the s*x or the hug? She asked with a raised eyebrow. - Definitely the hugging part. I replied. I probably should have added the s*x part as well to be completely honest with

JamesHer fists clenched tightly at her sides. She slumped in her seat again and was silent for some time. These sentences that came from her mouth hurt like a knife stabbed in my heart over and over again. My wolf whimpered inside. Did I just mess it all up? Didn’t we make amazing progress? We even mated! Was this a mistake? Should I have shown her my wolf later? But she had to know because with my wolf there came so many other things. I still had to explain a mate bond, packs, Alphas, Betas, Moon Goddess, etc.- Ahh!!She took in a sharp breath and looked at me with open mouth and wide eyes.- Does that mean... that... your mom and dad…and sisters?! Are they werewolves as well?!?!She asked in horror.- Yes, they are.I confirmed with a nod of my head. An apple doesn't fall far from the tree. I was being sarcastic in my thoughts. I guess it was some kind of self-defense mechanism.- Oh my God!She took another sharp breath through her mouth. Then she started to whine.- Oh no, no, n

- Good morning! How are you, Clair?I said the moment she came into my view. I know I sounded a bit out of breath but I tried to ignore it hoping she would too.- I’m good, thank you. How are you, my dear Laila?She replied with a bright smile and stood up from the sofa.- Fine. I’m fine.I breathed out as I stopped in front of her. I wasn’t here to talk about myself. I was a mess. She looked into my eyes for a long moment as if trying to read into my heart and soul. I didn't feel comfortable at all. Then she pulled me in for a hug taking me by surprise. I put my hands on her to steady myself. Then she pulled me away holding her hands on my shoulders.- It is really good to see you, Laila.She said but her tone of voice suggested as if she wanted to say something else.- Come, sit dear!She sat and patted the sofa next to her. I obediently sat down.- Would you like some tea or snacks?She offered. I wanted to decline but as I was inwardly shaking from the brief encounter with James,