He didn't argue or even say anything when I told him I'm leaving for school so I thought he was fine with it. Clearly he's not because all my messages were not read, all my calls were sent straight to the voicemail, leaving me hopeless as I wonder if he blocked my number? We agreed about my education. We agreed all I have to do is give birth to his children, then I can have my life however I wanted. Two are out, one more to go. Though I have secretly asked the doctor to put an implant so I can go to school in peace. I've learned my lessons carrying the extra weight while attending school. It was exhausting both mentally and physically so I don't care, I refuse to be pregnant throughout this four years bachelor degree. I haven't been in contact with Augustine for 10 months now. Thank God my sisters and parents did share pictures of the babies whenever Augustine brought them to meet my family. I miss my babies so much but I can't contact them; he is still blocking my number. Even my

His first term was for me to go home, eat, and get some sleep. I was about to protest when he assured me I would not be able to see the babies until I've had at least three hours of sleep. So like an obedient puppy, I ate my sandwich quickly then headed to bed for a nap. Three hours on the dot, the alarm rang that I woke up and ran to every room searching for him but he was gone. There was no trace of him being anywhere, not even at the study. I knew my number was still blocked but I tried anyway and dialled for him. Yup, it was still blocked; it went straight to voicemail. There's no use to send him text messages then. So I called my sisters to know the status of our father's condition. He hadn't woken up but they insisted for me not to come, suggested perhaps I could come at night so they could go home as we take turns to be there. Regardless, I showered and planned to go there, since it hurts too bad to stay home alone. Until I heard the familiar footsteps when I was walking ou

"Ma-ma." Have I told you how annoyed I am every time I hear Isabelle calls Emma 'Ma-ma'? She won't call me Mummy, but she calls her Mama all the time. All. The. Time. And when Emma is busy with Austin, she would call Augustine because I'm the last person she wants to be with. There, I'm officially on the lower rank than the nanny, or the daddy. "Mimi, can you give Daddy the crab?" Augustine asks her daughter who's playing sand in front of us as his hand is wrapped around my waist. "Yes, that red crab. Come, baby," he removes his hand off me and holds them out towards Mimi who is crawling with the toy crab. "Do you want to try walking instead? Hmmm? Walk to Daddy?" He's been baiting her with all sorts of techniques to get her to practice walking. Because Austin, I mean Mason, has successfully walked on his own yesterday when all of us were gathering at the living area after dinner. I feel so lucky to be able to see the first time my son walks. And I'm grateful they have a fathe

I have a history of backing my words when it comes to her. Doesn't matter how hard I try, even after an achievement, I come tumbling down to her feet once she's in front of me. I'm weak when it comes to Yvette Tanner. I thought I was making progress, that I was finally being the strong man I thought I was, when I managed to eliminate her from my life for ten months. I won't lie, that ten months was another definition of hell to me, way worse than the break ups we've had. Or the lying. Because she left on her own choice, even after all the things we have between us, even after two babies. Succumbing to my desire at the beach house, that was an epic failure. The first time I kissed her when we were at the airport, I couldn't help but to feel so overwhelmed by how much I miss her. And after that, I couldn't take my hands off her, which I took advantage of the whole situation. We were making out all the time at the beach, I didn't even care if my sister and William were there. She's

Kids can't lie, and when Mimi keeps on hiding behind me and Mason runs from Eve the moment she approaches him, it becomes awkward instantly since Mom and Dad are standing right in front of us. "It's Mummy, Honey," Emma uses her nurturing tone to coax Mason as she carries him in her arms. At the same time Mimi moves from hugging my leg to Emma's who is standing next to me. "Mama," my daughter shakes her head and tugs on Emma's skirt, wanting to be lifted into her arms as well, just like her brother Mason. Colors drain from Eve's face the moment she called my Nanny that as Mom clears her throat."Welcome back, Evie," Dad takes over the situation by hugging his daughter in law, "They're still not used to seeing you, it's okay. Give them some time, I experienced that too with Maddy and Teen whenever I was away for business trips."Eve nods while smiling bitterly but Mum fires rightaway, "Maddy and Teen weren't like that. You left a month at most, Dear. Their mother left the entire year