All Chapters of AM NOT A GAY: Chapter 11 - Chapter 15

By Eĺ ĺa I'm exhausted. I stared at the big wall clock at the boutique to see it pointing ruthlessly at 3:00 PM.I didn't even do so much today. I only run errands for that blackhead, sorry I mean ' Alex ' and it has completely drained my strengths.' Blockhead ' the name suit him perfectly. All he ever do is to make someone well perfect life complicated." ma'am, we wouldn't accept refunds next time " The receptionist said while handing over the clothes to me." I'm so sorry. This is going to be the last time " I apologised to her.Yeah.... you heard her right. This is the fifth time am returned clothes back to them.It either, it nor his type, it too colourful, too small, too big or he don't like it. Really??? He should have come get it for himself. He's really hard to please. I stepped out of the boutique only for tiny droplets of water to touch. I look up to the sky to see it was cloudy and it about to poured." ohh, damn it, not today " I cursed as I bite my nails in confusion

By Eĺ ĺa ALEX P.O.V The knock continued on the door for the umpteenth time but I can't get to it, cause.There I was lying on my own pool of blood with a knife stuck in my lower abdomen.No one try to kill me. Yeah I try to, no.... am taking my own life cause I can't bear the burdens and sorrowful life. Maybe dying will put an end to my loveless life and life full with betrayals.There is no reason for you to live when you have no one to love you back just the way you do.I was a fool for loving. Am a fool for making wrong decisions because of love. Am a fool for letting love blind me to the point of death. AndI was just being a fool for letting my anger cloud my sense of judgement and reason.I shouldn't have say those hurtful words to her. She don't really deserve the way I treated her all this time. She deserves someone that will love and respect her for who she is.I whine and groaned as I drove the knife deeply into my abdomen. Blood pour out more. Tears streaming down my che

STACEY P.O.V As Eddie and I strolled down the hall. A dead spread around us. And it seems like an evil eye has crept in from behind .Even if a needle is drop on the floor it could be heard from afar.The hallway was quiet, which made mr feel like there was just the two of us left in the world.A cold breeze swept past us, causing tremors in my spine and goosebumps to appear on my skin, causing me to press against myself.Soon we emerge from the hospital and the sweet aroma of cinnamon buns rolls fills my nostrils, causing some balls of saliva to trickle down my throat.The chirping of the birds keep me alive. The weather look fine making me have high hope of expectations. " Why didn't you tell me you were related to Alex when we first met? ” I asked curiously, breaking the silence around us.He chuckled a little and gave me a beautiful smile that made him look like a gentleman." well I guess I was too engrossed in your beauty that I forgot to take a look at my immediate surroundin