Semua Bab INSANE FOR YOU: Bab 21 - Bab 30

"This is irrational, Inessa. How could your aunt do this to you? She seriously is a shame on women's name, " Mirana uttered ,completely disgusted after hearing what Inessa's aunt , Rein had done to her from the point of selling her like an object to that Mathew and then forced her to marry that old man who was of her father's age. "And that old hag Mathew, he's such a cunning bastard , " Tears rolled down from Inessa's eyes who was sitting on the grass of the garden of that mansion while staring at Alex who was playing at a distance . "Hey ! Ness, please don't cry. Please, " Mirana spoke softly squeezing Inessa's shoulder. "And definitely, don't you dare to blame yourself for anything, " Mirana told her because she knew Inessa had a habit blaming her own self for every bad thing . "It's not your fau.... " "It is my fault, Mi. " Inessa said, cutting her words and then trailed her glossy eyes at Mirana. "Every single thing is my fault. I am a bad luck for my loved ones. First my

Inessa didn't know what to do anymore, how to react to that feeling which she started getting when his mouth started sucking on her plumpy lips ever so tenderly like he was too afraid of breaking and tarnishing her lips softness. Her body remained frozen at her place like a statue. She neither pushed him away nor responded back to his action because she was in a painful dilemma of choosing between the sanity of her mind and the insanity of her heart. But the fine line between her mind and heart had blurred for her when she felt him to delicately nibble her lower lip which made her to arch her back, resulting in collision of their body's most forbidden parts against each other. And that was it for her to cross every edge of her sanity and let herself to become an insane for him. Inessa surrounded her both arms around his neck and kissed him back because she was in too mess to think straight now. Her lips slowly started following his mouth's action because her heart had desired to do

Her palms were sweating badly where as her whole body was shivering in fear. Tears were slipping down from her glossy eyes which were staring at the glass window of that moving car . She was sitting on the passenger seat, her blurry eyes were gaping at the dark sky which got engulfed with the inky clouds. Heavy rain was shedding from the gloomy sky, clouds were roaring, shiny lights were scattering all around it. It was the time of the afternoon but the sky was looking like, it had already wore the darkness of night in the time of that day light. "Shit...." Inessa snapped her eyes from the window and looked at that guard who was sitting beside her, driving the car. "What happened? " She asked him confused and then found him to halt the car which made Inessa to trail her eyes at the windshield of the car and her eyes got huge in shock by watching uncountable number of vehicles standing in front of them. The entire road was blocked, people were honking their cars, motorcycles and som

I... I need your help, "Her voice came out as a whisper but enough for his ears to get penetrated with them. Her eyes continued to look down but enough for him to see the tears of helplessness in them which were rolling down from her flushed cheeks. Inessa gulped, trying to hold back her tears so that her words should not break and by still lowering her eyes, she continued further . "Alex is in hospital. His condition is really very critical and the doctor won't do his surgery till Mirana doesn't pay the surgery charge but she doesn't have that amount, " More tears escaped from her eyes because Inessa never in her life had ever felt that much feeble, specially in front of him who was making her to feel more impotent. But Alex's life was way much more important to her than her own self respect. So going against her own principles and morales and crossing every edge of her pride which her vulnerability had made her to do it, Inessa slowly lifted her both hands and then joined them

After staring into his eyes, Inessa finally noticed the reason behind her restlessness ,that why even having everyone closer to her, she was feeling that painful loneliness. In deep corner of her heart, she was desperately needing to be in the presence of that cavernous gaze of his. That she was feeling empty without having his essence engulfing over her. Inessa swallowed hardly, didn't know what to do anymore. Specially, when she felt his gaze sticking on her like it was longingly waiting to see her those beige hazel balls again. She tightly clutched her red nightgown and was ready to turn around and run back to her room but she stopped in her action when her eyes unintentionally darted down towards his upper body which was on display because of his shirt's upper buttons were undone.And, Inessa's eyes widened slightly by watching a white bandage surrounding around his chest , covering his torso and right shoulder . He was injured and the wound seemed deep and huge because of the w