Semua Bab Fated to More Than One : Bab 421 - Bab 430

Lilith's POVIt feels almost as if I passed out, coming to groggy and heavy minded. Yet aren't I already in some sort of state where I'm out of it?I'm essence, Abyss notes. Her warmth seeping into my coolness.What was that? I ask her.Your reserves are depleting but there's so much I need to show you, for this will be the last time I can help you. She tells me.Why do we have to part again? I ask. Hating the thought of losing her, of being wolf-less with no one in my mind to talk to.You do not need me anymore, Lil. You've outgrown me. I must go home, Celeste is calling for me. She answers coyly, avoiding the question it seems.We must go back again, Lil. Recap that day after. Remember the conversation you had about Lora.I do exactly as she's asked, recalling the day after Lora woke in the night...That next day Theo called a meeting between the three of us, Lucas, Andy and Dominic.I pace the office worriedly, cradling Lora to my body awaiting whatever he brought us in here for.A

Lilith’s POVI feel troubled that we, the three of us, have seemingly missed important signs that Damian, or his wolf, has been practicing dark magic on our daughters soul. It upsets me that we’ve missed that, makes me feel awful as a parent that my eyes weren’t open. And I think that’s why I’m intent to concentrate on the background things as I recall that day the Luna ceremony happened— the need to look at Lora is rife.Theo had ensures everything was ready, the yard being transformed into a pretty vision of twinkling lights, tables and a stage in the form of the deck without the railings. He’s ensured there’s room for every pack member that's chosen to come to the ceremony and the efficient from the high court has already arrived.When he woke me not an hour ago and he’d given me my Luna gift, a small necklace that matches a bracelet for Lora. And though he hasn’t told me, I heard his musing over the fact that both embodying a tracking chip in the event that the in-formidable ha

Lilith's POVThe memory jumps from Theo’s to mine and I groan with the effort to see thing from both point of views but I soon realise that Theo’s memory was important, because it led us to that moment, the one where he seduced me. So I watch on from my own memory…I bailed. I thought I could do it, but the anxiety of shifting before everyone overtook me.Yes they are my people and I felt nothing but love coming from them today but shifting for me is an emotional affair.It leaves me feeling raw and unplugged. Open to the possibility of being vulnerable.And I want, no need, not to be vulnerable in front of my people.Perhaps I'm just tired, maybe I can blame it on that. I haven't been sleeping well, waking often without really falling into a deep sleep.Not that I would change Little Lora for the world.She somehow completes me. Fills a hole I fear Celeste and Theseus created long ago.But they are trying to make amends for that, and I appreciate them doing it in an organic way with

Lilith’s POVThings become hazy, blackness shrouding me as I Sri in a state of unknown whilst Abyss hums as if looking for something.And though I know I can’t, I pace. My mind flips back and forth over and over as I try to make sense of all the things I have seen. Of the warnings and expectations Abyss has given me.And as the time passes slowly the pain seeps back, my chest pulling and tugging as our souls detach and the pain reminds me that I’m losing her.Why must I lose her?Celeste has called me home, you no longer need me, Abyss mutters as we morph through an invisible shield. You do not know about this gift yet, she mumbles.I stand, yes stand… before Damian’s pack house. The images before my eyes deceiving me. The air cool and thick with the pungent smell of children, fear and dirt. The floor below my bare feet is harsh and cold, Abyss’s fur beside me is soft and glowing. Am I awake now? I ask her.You’ve never been asleep, she sighs. Then where have I been? I question t

Lilith’s POVMy mind wanders aimlessly as images move like a reel of the passing hours back then and it’s as if I’m fast forwarding a video where I see the images but I do not fully decipher them.That is until I land on Tabitha’s baby shower, yet once again I’m not looking at it from my own point of view or my own memories but that of Theo’s once again.His internal dialogue and his voice the telling sign that I’ve somehow jumped into his memories once more.~~~I'm far to busy to attend Leo and Tabitha's baby shower party but I cannot bring myself to upset Lilith.She seems to have taken on this as a personal endeavour I presume because she feels the guilt I do.Whether that's an extension of my own guilt or whether it's her own she is baring is another thought to mull over later.So instead of going through the paperwork, signing my name on the things we need I'm rushing out to the yard as Lilith's voice calls to me.I had hoped me hiding in the office would pad a her notice but it