he stops breathing ,I pull away looking at him in confusion, he releases a shakes breath closing his eyes placing his hand behind my neck leaning his forehead on mine, he opens his eyes , I touch his cheek lovingly smiling at him “I’m right here Alex.. “ I whisper and that does it he crashes his lips on mine. He kisses me frantically sobbing as he pours his fear, relief , pain and love into it, I kiss him back with the same desperation, he slides his hands under my shirt and I flinch back . He immediately pulls back looking down at me “I hurt you…” he says pulling away when I pull him back placing his hands on my tummy sliding it slowly along my tummy “you can never hurt me…” I say pulling him back to me “I only receive love from you always…” I whisper against his lips as he breathes unevenly I kiss him deeply as he frowns taking me into his mouth “I love you Alexander” I whisper between kisses making him groan, he smells my arousal pulling away “we can’t … you’re recovering…” he say

“I’m OK… I’m fine… and I’m not going anywhere.” I say between kisses and he groans nodding. I pull away biting my lower lip “I get that you nervous because I just came back Alex… I know you are anxious but you can’t guard me every minute of everyday. I love you… and I need you to be OK for me..” I say “I can’t loose you Emmi… I… can’t… I …” he with such truth that it made me ache “I’m right here… right here… always…” he nods shoving his face in my neck breathing in my scent deeply. We pull away sighing deeply. “I’ll be waiting for you in the shower…” I say and he nods.After using the loo, brushing my teeth, I get into the shower and stand under the comfortable stream, it wasn’t long before I heard the door opening and closing and felt Alex arms wrap around me he rubs his now clean shaven face against my shoulder and I sigh as strong electric pulses radiate across my tummy “do you want to wash your hair?” he asks and I nod “I brought your toiletries, from home.. and why are you lookin

Emi povI couldn't have been happier carrying Alex's child... I always wanted to be a mother ever since I held Anna in my arms it just felt right but Now having one of my own with my soulmate meant so much more. I smiled during dinner with my family as Noah and Charlotte joined us out of duty not invitation. "I think its time we toast..." Papa Ian says standing up from his seat and rising his glass to Alex and I as a bright blush erupted on my face. "Congratulations on the new life that is growing within you... May they be as special and wonderful as your bond." Papa Ian says as the rest of the family and charlotte join in while Noah looks between us stormily. We ignored him moving on to the desert. I cuddled into Alex's side talking rapidly to Lzzy and Tavia about my upcoming bundle when Noah cleared his throat and stood offering his hand to Charlotte who did not accept it. That was odd I think to myself as she swatted his hand away and pushed her own chair back and stood a slig

Emi pov...Everything was calm and silent as we all ate our dinner that night nothing amiss, nothing threatening unless you count Noah's nasty stare. It didn't help that Alex was taking his gaze as a threat to us while I became oblivious to it. I was relatively calm and within me, my demon was settled. She was strong but quiet in the back of my mind and it sometimes felt overwhelming. Alex said that it was natural to feel like that but he said it was attributed to the tribrid venom and the fact he was an Alpha.We finished our meal but stayed at the dinner table talking amongst the clan when Noah excused himself, and walked to the kitchen before returning the most delicious chocolate cake known to man. "A congratulations..." He says to Alex as he lowered it in front of causing the whiff of chocolate to tickle my nose. My mouth watered as Alex grunted in thanks and asked him to serve it while he went back into conversation with Papa Ian. Noah cut a generous slice for each of us and

Issac povI yawn rolling my shoulders back leaning against the blood-splattered wall as the unconscious filth dangled from his restraints. He was soft for a wolf, both stubbornly pompous while simultaneously begging for mercy everytime I brought my fist to meet his skin. I was holding back on my punches and only using a quarter of my strength but it was enough to make him pass out. Honestly, is this what our earth kind as come to weakass wolves with no kind of loyal- "Issy! What you doing?" I hear Mia's voice float into my mind diverting from my rant to my Queens."Nothing much, torturing a prisoner for information, awaiting your beta's female presence, wishing I could break every pathetic wolf that assumed just because they are werewolves they hold power." I list. "The usual then?" She asks and I smirk nodding amused as I answer a "yes." making her chuckle before we both go silent for some time before she speaks again. "I know being close to Emi... hurts sometime... I am sorry I