Lahat ng Kabanata ng A Hybrid, Battered And Broken, Yet Invincible: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

MannyI thought that once I meet my mate, everything would be alright. However, it is not so, in my case. If anything, meeting my mate is proving to be an agonizing experience.Do not get me wrong. I was depressed and feared that I would be a mate-less wolf for the rest of my life. So, that day, a month ago, when Summer and I rushed to that school, will always be the best day of my life. I will always remember how her tantalizing lavender blossoms scent almost knocked me over. I remember that it caught me unawares and for a moment, I lost my cool. Even my wolf was giddy and we were the happiest. Unlike Doctor Boyce, I have had no progress whatsoever with my mate. She just does not acknowledge me. She has made it a point that she can only interact with me at social gatherings. She has refused to give me a chance to date her. In fact, she has not opened that door for anyone else. I am slowly losing my mind. Honestly, I am not doing well. How can I function properly when my mate thwart

AriaThey say that a problem shared is a problem half solved and I believe it. The only thing that makes all this surreal is the one I am sharing my story with. A very large, pitch-black Spirit wolf. The universe surely works in mysterious ways. I cannot believe that my invisible friend, whom I am telepathically connected to is a wolf. How cool is that huh?I already know that I am supposed to be scared, but here I am snuggling with my wolf friend. All I feel around him is peace and contentment. No apprehension and certainly no fear. It is as if I just know that this humongous wolf will never hurt me, no matter what. Then there is this tingling sensation whenever we come in contact with each other. The only strange thing is, it also happens with Manny Reynolds. It scares me but nothing of that sort with the wolf. Is there a connection between these two? It cannot be! With Manny, the electric sparks make me feel apprehensive and to an extent, angry. However, with Wolfie, the sensatio

AriaI have mixed emotions about my encounter with Wolfie. On one hand, I am happy that I have been able to put a face to my telepathically connected friend. Whereas on the other hand, I am a bit unsure of our friendship. It is undeniably weird. Yet, it feels just right.There is a greater reason why we are connected. I may not be able to understand it now, but I will find out. I have never been a believer in coincidence. I know for sure that there is a reason for all of this. I just do not know the reason yet.The one thing that is just so daunting is the feelings that were aroused in me when I snuggled closer to Wolfie. They are foreign and something that I have never experienced before. Could it be that I am not as normal as I deem myself to be? Why on earth would be I sexually attracted to an animal? What is wrong with me? I have to find out what it is before I lose my mind. All logic tells me to cut all connections to Wolfie, but my heart is against it. If I can be brutally hones

MannyExcitement. Complete, heartfelt excitement and gratitude are what filled my heart as I strolled back to my bedroom. I had come up with a foolproof plan to engage with my mate and it worked. Hearing her pleading with me to meet with her the next day, I was jubilant. I had a hard time controlling my emotions in her presence. Now that I am alone, I am grinning like a fool in sheer ecstasy. Taking a quick shower, I decide to go downstairs and get something to eat first. That will also give my mate some time to relax. I will reach out to her about an hour from now. Just as I dig in, Matt, my wolf decides to disturb my meal. He starts growling in my head and it gives me a headache. What he is saying through the growls is incoherent. "Calm down, Matt. I cannot hear you if you keep on growling. Tell me clearly what has got you on edge?""Mate is in danger! Go to mate. Willow tree."I do not need him to form any coherent sentences. What my wolf says is enough to get me worked up. I ha

MannyWith every punch and kick I received from my mate, I felt a huge sense of loss. Initially, I thought that she just wanted to vent her frustrations. However, when she let out that chilling aura, the killing intent in her eyes was unmistakable. At that point, I felt as if I had lost her. That left me no choice but to try something abruptly. I turned into my wolf form and she stopped. I laid down just so that she would know that I meant her no harm. I could not help the whimpers. Physically, I was not hurt, but the emotional turbulence ran deeper. I felt a deep ache right at the very core of my heart. To me, everything Aria did, was akin to rejection. Any wolf knows the pain of rejection and no sane werewolf would ever opt for that. When she sat down and put my head on her lap, it soothed my pain a bit. However, the dent her adamant rejection left on my soul was almost irreparable. As an Alpha wolf, we tend to feel everything ten times more than the other wolves. I am lying her