Lahat ng Kabanata ng Shadows Of Pleasure : Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 6

I am a week out until I have to be at freshmen orientation. I am driving myself out to Texas and I am excited but also scared at the same time. The drive is about 13 hours from where I am now. It doesn't sound far but that might change when I am doing the drive. I have mostly everything that I am taking packed and ready to go I just need to load everything into my car. I am doing that the day before I start my journey. I still have to finalize things with my boss as she is sad to see me go, but she is also happy for me at the same time. The week went by faster than I thought it was going to. I am loading my last boxes into my car. I am going to take a short nap before I start the long drive that I have ahead of me. I still find it hard to believe that I've made it this far in my life. I have been told that I can't do something by so many people that were supposed to tell me that I can. Now I get to prove all of those people wrong as I have shown them that I can and I will. I just n

The next morning came faster than I would have liked. I was supposed to meet Atlas in the student lounge area of our dorms mid-morning, But I didn't want to. I can't trust that letting him into my life will be a good thing...It never really is. A good thing for me to let others in. I'm not too fond of this project already and there is nothing that I can do about it beside finish this foolish project. What kind of professor plans a project this early in the school year anyways? I guess that I should get out of bed so can move on with my morning. I can't wait to get this over with. After I was done with my morning routine I found some courage to meet with Atlas. I need to get this project over with so I don't have to worry about talking to Atlas any time soon. When I went to the main floor of the student lounge, Atlas was already sitting on a long chair. I took a deep breath as I walked slowly to where he was sitting. I don't know how but it was like he heard me coming with his head

Before my surroundings went dark from exhaustion, the last thing I remember was cuddling close to Atlas. I woke up to feel Atlas's hands on my hip rubbing small circles that sent tingles up and down my whole body. "Good morning my gorgeous mate." "Good morning, How did we get back to my dorm room?" "I brought us back once you shifted back to your human form." "Thank you!" "Anytime sweetheart...How do you feel?" "I...I am okay, I am a little sore and my muscle feels tight, but all is good. I also have this intense feeling towards you. It's like I can't live without you touching me or being close to me." "That my Luv is because we are soul mates and haven't marked each other yet. But when we decide it's time to mark each other that feeling will increase." "So you are telling me that I am no longer going to have my alone time from here on out?" "No sweetheart, I am saying that you are not going to like the thought of us being apart. And when we are apart you are unfortunately go