Well, that Xavier actually put me in the infirmary as an assistant, and I know it was supposed to be me working, but he was actually having his buddies spy on me.It's just, there's always something I can't know. For example... Did he trust Rowen too much or me too much with blind Rowen spying on me?Or is that Rowen faking blindness?I've tried Rowen a couple of times, but I never got the chance. Because Rowen always has Edward hanging around him.I suspect Xavier looks down on me, or he wouldn't have asked someone so unreliable to spy on me.Days passed quickly in the infirmary, where I was so dreamy.One day, a few people rushed into the infirmary."Rowen, get the sedative ready!"Before we could see who it was, we heard a shout. Rowen reacted so quickly that almost a second after the sound came down, he was already pulling disposable injections and potions out of the drawer.I wondered if he was pretending to be blind again, with his swiftness even more than a discerning man."Hur

I saw the big man in the restaurant. I quickly asked him a very important question."Do you know where else to take a shower here besides the public baths? I really don't want to go out in public."The Big Man thought for a moment and said, "I wash the public bathroom myself. As for you, I don't know where you used to wash. By the way, the infirmary should have a bathroom...""Infirmary..." I thought about it. The morning had calmed down, Xavier had gone to the hospital, and Rowen was the only blind man there."OK!After eating, I walked to the infirmary wondering if I had Alzheimer's at such a young age.I can't remember where I used to take a bath. And, if I don't think about it, I don't realize I can't remember it.Suddenly, I passed an office and for some reason, I stopped.I looked left and right, this office is in a remote location, there is nothing special, why did I stop?I started to think under my chin again,There are bits and pieces in your head, not that you can't remembe

"Then why have you been hiding it?" Rowen paused for a moment, wistfully. "When I could see a little bit, I suddenly realized that everyone I'd ever known had a different face." "Those relatives and friends who say they are sorry for me, when they sigh, their faces are actually taunts. They thought I was completely blind and useless, so they didn't hesitate to show me what I really was." Rowen's eyes never show much emotion, no matter how sad she is. After all, most of his "window to the soul" was broken, and there was no landscape to change. Sometimes I get impatient when I say I feel sorry for my parents. Said to admire my younger brother to learn sister, in fact, turned around to talk about my impulsive rash. I suddenly did not want them to know that my eyes could be saved, and I did not tell the doctor. I just wanted to be blind and pretend to be blind when I met those people in the future. I didn't mean to hide it from you, I meant to hide it from everyone, including myself.

But... In my mind, every scene from the office is still spinning in my head, making my heart twist. I remember Xavier taking my hand before he opened the door to walk me out of the office, examining the ring tattoo on my little finger and looking up with sadness. "If only I had asked you to marry me, you would now be wearing the ring I gave you instead of..." His words did not finish, and his last words were filled with loneliness and gasps. My mind was still shrouded in doubt, and I felt that I had heard too many strange things in this office. Xavier said he was going to ask me to marry him, he said he was going to give me money! What the hell happened between me and him? Am I really losing my memory? He touched the tattoo of my ring again. The black loop circled my slender finger, creating the shape of a scorpion, which looked sinister and striking. But he only stared at the tiny purple veins floating under the tattoo and said with a frown, "This place is so tender. It hurts

The car slowly stopped in front of the 'Sin Pack'. After a while, the gate opened like a crow's wings, one left and one right. The same man who drove me out now drove me back with someone else in the car -- Hansel. We walked back to the 'Sin Pack' in the name of the hospital, and all along the way, all the guards looked at us with deep meaning, nodding slightly as Hansel approached. I have a lot on my mind. Not far away, Xavier looks at me with a heavy face, his face is blue. For a long time, he turns his head to Rowen nearby and says, "It's been measured." Rowen is equally surprised by Xavier's tone of voice, even though he can't see anything in the distance. "Do you mean to say that it is certain that the dozen or so confidants we brought with us have betrayed us?" Xavier gives a wry smile. It's to Rowen, but he keeps his eyes fixed on me. "It's not necessarily a betrayal. When I saw Xavier in front, my feet froze. I didn't want to walk over and see Xavier's disappointed fac