Semua Bab A Werewolf's Vow: Mated by the Letters: Bab 101 - Bab 110

Not that I am completely against their love story but it has been days still since Jasper and I got separated. I barely know anything about Malia. And Jasper never mentioned anyone's name as her that he had his eyes on. I have my list of women Jasper most likely wanted to become their boyfriend. Out of the twenty-three on the list, I remembered no Malia on it. And during those days, Jasper was still in love with me. There's no way his love for me will just be gone in a matter of days. "It's nice to see you, Malia. You're in good hands with Jas." I don't want to be rude in front of everyone just because I felt something weird within her, so I respectfully stretched out my hand to her. "It's nice to see you too, Nathalie. Jasper told me a lot of things about you." Malia accepted my shake hands. Well. I just hoped that Jasper did not include from the lot of things she mentioned about my werewolf side. So, I deliberately crawled my eyes to Jasper, trying to read what w

"It's fine, Nathaniel. Thanks for the effort though." The truth is, I'm hurting inside. Everything I said was all lies. I don't know if he noticed it but my wolf was hurting to the deepest part of my heart. Josh and I did not even have gotten the chance to bid our farewells before they could have left New York because of uncertain events. He had to rush back to the island since the cops were looking for him. And I was lying on the bed, completely unconscious. "Anyway, have you heard about Jasper and his girlfriend?" I added to alter Nathaniel's mind-reading thing at me. He read not what was running through my mind but what my heart was feeling. He may not say a word after reading my mind but he felt it too. "They were staying in La Place. But I did not get the chance to talk to them when they were in a hurry heading to the lobby of the hotel. Jasper hadn't recognized me yet." "You'll know him sooner when we get back to Chicago. But don't forget about the other

However, I haven't told him about the changes of positions since my wolf finds it a bit awkward talking to him after seeing our bodies on one bed, both naked, which was still fresh in my memory. Nevertheless, I could barely accept my betrayal of Josh. Good thing all of them will become busy later at the mansion unpacking their luggage bags, reorganizing their respective rooms, and cleaning the entire mansion. I, on the other hand, immediately disappeared from the mansion and rushed to my condo to be alone without any approval from mum or Nathaniel. Fifteen minutes later, I found myself lying on the soft queen-size bed in my condo unit. I have missed the aromatic smell of my room so much. The smell of my unwashed pillows and blankets has been the same since I flew back to New York. It was supposed to be good to be home yet my wolf could barely feel the ambiance of excitement about being back to school. A day before the classes start, Jasper and I always spent wander

"Justine was the one who asked this, Josh. Marcos allowed us to see you before you get...," mama could not finish her sentence when her tears immediately fall to her cheeks like a flowing river. "Don't worry, brother Josh. We still have two days left to encourage Marcos to forgive you. I don't want to see you die...," even Justine could barely finish his sentence as well. He joined mama's letting out tears. And it squeezes my heart so badly seeing two of the most important wolf in my life racing with dropping their tears. Helplessness lingered in their hearts. They wanted to be as tough as they could be but they already know my fate. "Guys... Please, don't cry. I'm still alive, can't you see? The wolf you guys are trying to mourn is still standing in front of you, talking." I intentionally laughed at mama and Justine even if my heart was already hurting like theirs. Don't want mama and Justine to see me sad or in my mourning state for the remaining days of my life.

Later that evening, neither mama nor Justine visited me in the cage. Several thoughts kept popping out of my brain about the reason none of them make it. It's either they don't want to see me on my execution eve. I can't blame them for that, the eve is the most hurtful night when it comes to incidents like this. Or worse, Marcos prohibited them to do so. If he ordered that, neither mama nor Justine could do something about it. The worst part is that I could not inquire about anyone in the cage. My wolf could barely sense any wolf's presence in the cage compared to my first and second days. Perhaps it has something to do with what they saw of me yesterday. They were both terrified at that time after seeing the colour of my eyes. "Are you ready for tomorrow's execution, Josh?" Marcos suddenly appeared in the cage, accompanied by three of our werewolf guardians. However, the three of them were new to my eyes. Or maybe Marcos assigned new werewolf guardians to guard me