Semua Bab You Are No God To Me.: Bab 51 - Bab 60

"Love. It makes people blind to who their loved ones truly are. You can still know who a person really is and live with that person because you love that person."___Wesley.Wesley*After I finished with the French toast, I added a a bottle of juice then the hot cacao tea to the tray before walking out of the kitchen to join Kaitlyn in the living room.She was holding a pillow to her side then a remote in one hand. She was wearing one of my sweatshirt and one of my boxers. She looked so small in my clothes but it still fitted her perfectly. I had talked to her about her hair this morning but she said she wasn't ready to show her identity to the world yet. She was so focused on the movie she was watching and it was almost like she could relate what was happening in the movie to you in real life. As soon as I mounted the living room, she flopped her head to my direction and flashed me a lazy smile.I sat down beside her on the sofa then placed the tray of food on the table before cuddlin

"It is better to lose everything than to lose the person that made you everything." Kaitlyn*"Mommy, why is Wes taking too long?" Kris who was seated on my lap flopped his head and asked me.We were in the living room watching TV after having dinner and yet, Wesley still hasn't arrived. When I woke up, he wasn't there, meaning he left home since morning and still no news from him. I couldn't even reach him through his phone. I've been extremely worried about him and even Kris wouldn't stop asking for him. And worse, that dream wouldn't stop playing in my mind.What if?What if something's wrong?What if something happened to Wesley?No.Nothing happened to him.Maybe he's extremely busy..."Ever heard of traffic baby?" I asked, running my fingers through his hair. When he nodded I continued, "Maybe that's what keeping him.""Since morning?""Hmm. Maybe he had extra work to do and traffic's keeping him so....""Mommy he's here!" Kris scrambled off my lap and ran into Wesley's awaiting

"You know somebody once told me that family matters. She said, no matter what a person did to you before, if they're family then their family."__Wesley.Kaitlyn*I was out on the terrace staring at the sky, happy for the nature and the weather condition of today. I let the wind take the new wig I had bought yesterday into the air and back. It had been a lovely day. Waking up with the love of your life by your side, your son always there to make you happy and keep you busy, nice people in the house ready to fulfill all of your needs and so much more. I just felt entirely grateful. If not for the horrible nightmares I had few days ago, I knew I'd still be that Kaitlyn I've always been. But today, I really wanted to be myself. To let it all out. To feel free. And to act as if I was the only one in my world. Except I wasn't."Kaitlyn?" I turned to meet Wesley's gaze. He was dressed in a white button up shirt and black distressed jeans. Even looking so casual, he had this powerful aura tha

The power of love is stronger than any force. Even the power of blood." ______________~~~~~__________Kaitlyn*What?Karen was pregnant?When?"You were pregnant?" I asked her, I couldn't even recognize my own voice."Yes." She said in sobs.All these while, I thought it was just about me. Why didn't I notice that other people also had problems they're probably finding it hard to deal with?"How far long were you?""Four months.""What happened? How did you lose the baby?""I fell in love. Stupidly in love. His name was Adam. He's a normal guy, a detective and he earns a good pay. I met him during one of my interviews at a certain company. He was interrogating one of the workers there. We exchanged numbers and that was how we went off. He kept on visiting me at the shop, sometimes he would help mom, he would crash in my place and sometimes, I would spend nights at his. After some time, I discovered I was pregnant, I told him about it and he told me he would marry me. He w

Kaitlyn*I opened my eyes immediately. I placed one hand on my chest to calm the beating of my heart and used my other hand to wipe the sweat off my face.It was happening again.It felt as if these nightmares weren't going to stop unless I tell Wesley about that man I saw that day. And what will he think? What will he say if I tell him that I've been told not to trust him?I felt Wesley move beside me. "Again?"I pulled the duvet up my body and nodded. "Yeah.""Come here." He laid down and I took my spot on top of him, my head on his chest. He tucked the duvet round our naked bodies and I sighed the moment I felt his palm rubbing circles on my back."Do you think they'll ever go away?" I asked him, tilting my head a little to meet his gaze."They will. When you learn to fight them. You don't usually get nightmares before so, there's a fifty-fifty assurance that they'll go away soon."What aren't you telling me Wesley?"I love you." I muttered again. I was very sure he heard me this t