Lahat ng Kabanata ng Wolfsbane: His darkness, Her Light: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

“It’s just not that simple! How do you expect me to change everything I believe in?” I yelled at her.“Don’t speak to me like that" She snarled. "I get why you feel the way you do, but why are you letting your pain and fears define who you are? What you believe in isn’t reality, Finn. Its not black and white." She took a deep, steadying breath. "Reality is standing right in front of you telling you that she loves you, and you’re too fucking stubborn to see it.” She shouted, her eyes sparkling with tears.“You…what?” I froze. “What did you just say?”She looked at me, breathing heavily, tears falling down her cheeks, but remained silent. I sank onto the grass behind me and put my face into the palms of my hands. No, no, no this wasn’t supposed to happen. I couldn’t do this. How could she love me? A numb, exhausted sigh caught in my chest.A pair of warm hands reached into mine and pulled them down. She was kneeling in between my knees, her perfect face level with mine. Her golden eyes s

Finn I bolted through the forest as fast as my legs could carry me. I loved this feeling. I was free and strong in my wolf form. Not that I wasn't in my human form, but there was something that felt much more empowering about four legs instead of two. I was the alpha of the Onyx Moon Pack. We were the biggest pack in North America. In my 4 years as alpha, I had absorbed 5 smaller packs into Onyx and we now had the most, and strongest warriors, and the largest territory. All the other alphas were solely obsessed with finding their mate, but I couldn’t have cared less. I had never found a she-wolf I could hold an interesting conversation with, let alone one I wanted to date. I spent my time growing my pack and training my warriors. That is what should matter to an Alpha. I had entertained a fair few for fun, but never longer than a single night to blow off some steam. The trees blurred passed me as I ran through the woods. Myself and my Beta, Caleb, had come to Aurora Moon pack

FinnFrankly, I was pissed off after that training session. The only wolf who had really impressed me was that smart-ass little golden-eyed she-wolf. She was the quickest wolf I’d ever seen, and she improvised well. Her mouth-watering vanilla and roses scent was all over the training field and it had made it annoyingly difficult for me to focus. I couldn’t help myself when I had gone to talk to her. Her snappy replies had defintely caught me off guard. She was a challenging little thing… and I felt like I might be intrigued by a little challenge.I showered and went to go chat with my beta Caleb about what he thought about the warriors. I caught up to him outside the arena talking up some little she-wolves. As I walked closer, they sensed my aura and turned.Caleb rolled his eyes knowing what was coming. “Hi Alpha Finn, you looked great today! You guys were the strongest wolves out there!” one of the girls cooed. “Leave.” I snapped without looking down. Caleb shook his head and the gir

Finn That hadn’t gone exactly as I’d imagined. I’d planned on seducing her, but she’d just pissed me off and I’d overreacted. I walked back in the house running my fingers through my hair and headed upstairs to my room. It was on the third floor and looked out over the gardens. The furnishings were navy blue, and the cream-coloured king size bed was against the far wall between 2 large windows with black-out curtains that overlooked the rose bushes. The walls were a deep blue and the ensuite bathroom was all white marble and gold. It was definitely luxurious, rivalling even the Onyx packhouse. I could see Everest sitting on the bench that I’d been laying on and it made the icy grip in my chest tighten. Fuck, what was this girl doing to me? I pulled the blinds down and tried to shake her from my mind under a hot shower. I laid down in the soft sheets and rubbed my eyes in frustration. The evening had left me with a pit in my stomach. The look of terror in her eyes when I’d grazed my ha

Everest The day of the ceremony had arrived. I was exhausted. I had tossed and turned all night, with the memories of earlier playing through my mind. Training had been cancelled for the day to focus on the ceremony tonight, so I had nothing to distract me from my thoughts. I laid in my bed with the blankets over my head, trying to pretend the world didn’t exist. I knew I needed to get up and shower, but I didn’t want to leave the safety of my room. The sooner I left, the sooner I’d have to start actively avoiding Finn until he left. I finally pulled myself up with a groan and hoped into the shower, washing my hair and the remainder of Finn’s scent off of me. I dried my hair and let it fall in natural waves down my back. I’d have to style it later for the ceremony anyways. I picked out light denim shorts and a white t-shirt with a pair of cute sandals and headed down to the kitchen on full alert. I sniffed the air before rounding the corner. The coast was clear, his scent wasn’t aroun