Chapter Twenty-nine"Kent?" My voice is broken but I don't care. I am still hoping that they are just having fun. That's all and what Jiro said to me earlier is not true. He turned to me, Aria and our parents followed. My tears fell one after the other when Aria moved one of her hands and the golden ring on her ring finger hit the moonlight.'And I am not that dumb not to know that it's a fvcking wedding ring.'-End of Flashback--- "I want the real Kylie now.""That old Kylie is long gone." Kenzo said without emotion. He came closer to me, I thought what he was going to do but when he brought his handkerchief to my left cheek, I knew. I know I was crying again for the same reason two years ago."I messed up. I ruined my life. It's a new day but the same b ullshit. I am forever trap in the past. I can't even remember how many times I got in jail just because of my crazy pranks. I even learned how to smoke and drink harder. Fight like a fucking wild animal. Everything is ruined eve

Chapter Thirty-oneHe put his head on my shoulder and it shattered my heart into pieces, I remember him. I remember how he used to do that to me before but now another man does it to me."I was with them Selena, you didn't notice me because they started preaching right away." And then he made me face him. He wiped my tears, using the back of his hands."What is that Kenzo, don't you even have a handkerchief?!" I looked at him and he laughed."Sorry, I forgot!" And then he laughed and leaned me against his chest to hug me again."Don't cry so much, Kylie, you're starting to look like Rudolf the red nose reindeer.""And you're really still teasing?" And then I hit him on his chest."I'm not just making you laugh. Haha."--"What are you okay?" Kenzo asked me. I nodded and gave him a glass of water that he gave me. He put it on my bedside table and then he stared at me.I can't help it if he stares at me like there's no tomorrow. I struggled with him so I could avoid looking at him."Don

Chapter Thirty-threeAnd then I stand up, I'm leaving! I'm not here anymore, this dinner with them is such a fvcking disaster! I saw in my peripheral vision Kenzo standing up and saying 'excuse me'. But before I could finally leave the dining room, I heard Aria speak again."I admit, I was childish before and I really wanted to take everything that you have before because I'm jealous of you. Everything I want is in you. Daddy, then you are my Mommy, I'm gone, I'm always with Grandma and Grandpa. I also wanted a complete family but I know if you don't want me, I can feel it because it's the first time we've seen each other. I am really jealous of you, you are also my friends who obviously love you and will never leave you unlike me, if I don't include them in my get aways and buy them Even if I have them, I will lose them. I want some real friends too, I envy you Kylie.""And I loathe you Aria.""I know. I know.." And I heard Aria's voice break, indicating that she's crying. But that w

Chapter Thirty-fiveUntil one day he stopped chasing me. Yes, half of me is disappointed because somehow I still hope that what he says he still loves me is true but the other half of me is also happy, when he stopped.At least he can focus on Aria and I won't feel guilty anymore, that he is cheating on Aria and wasting his time on me. He had also taken me to Saint Catherine once before. Sometimes because he also took me to Saint Catherine. Sometimes I also feel like I'm betraying Kenzo.About me and Kenzo, yes we're still engaged but we haven't talked about marriage until now. Oh well, I'm not in a hurry. I also want to go out with him first and then work before we get married."Kylie, son.. go ahead. It's really the last time, just know that you'll feel at ease." And then Mommy put her hand in his hand he in my hand. I sigh and then I nod."Congratulations Kylie, daughter." That is what is heard over and over again at the table where mommy and daddy and their other business partners

Chapter Thirty-seven "How are you? It's been quite a while." I told him."Yes, it's been months since we last saw each other. As for you, it's because you don't come to the house every time Mommy invites you." I sigh. Along with moving on to Kylie and little by little, you're moving on, right? I talked to myself and then I nodded at her again.The one that she's been calling 'mom' is my mom."Oh yeah, it's just a shame because Kenzo and I are really busy. You know we're getting married in two weeks' time." He nodded at what I said. "So have you fitted your gown yet?" Oh yeah, I forgot to mention I chose Aria to be my bride's maid."Yes, yesterday and it fit perfectly." He answered happily."That's nice, so what's up?" I asked him."Hmm.. I just want to hang out with you. Since we never had a time to hang out, that's all you can do now?" He asked me shyly. "And.. umm.. just the two of us?" He added.-- I closed the book I was reading and placed it on the bedside table when I heard th