Lahat ng Kabanata ng In Love With A Wolf : Kabanata 121 - Kabanata 130

My swallowing was bitter, my throat felt funny. Even though my eyes were closed I could tell it was daytime. My nose smelled of disinfectant and roses. Like the roses Blake had given me. I felt around with my fingers where I was. Apparently I was lying on something soft, like a mattress. The fabric was thin, it felt icy.I opened my eyes slowly, noticing a white ceiling. It was not the ceiling of my room. As my vision was a little blurry, I blinked several times to clear it. In the distance I heard voices, murmurs, the beeping of something. Little by little they became clearer. A familiar face stood in front of me, calling my name followed by a smile. The girl was blonde, white complexion, she looked cheerful. I could recognize her as Carolina.-Kenzie, you woke up," I heard her say. You had me worried.I was in the hospital, it was obvious. But there was no one else in the room, just her.-Carolina... -My voice sounded scratchy and weak.-Shhhh, don't talk, you have to rest. You swal

A year ago I arrived in a town. A town that, honestly, I didn't want to get to. However the things that happened, the people I met gradually became part of my life. I hated, laughed, cried and loved in that place and now, now I think I will miss it. I will miss the lake, the forest. My home.The graduation had been beautiful, we were all together. There was Anne, Thomas, Kayler and me. The four of us went to the lake, sat looking at the moonlight. Just us. Just love. And now I will miss them. Especially Anne, who has been a good friend, despite all the things she went through a few months ago, Apollo's death, Thomas' lies and all. It was hard. But in the end they are fine. Canada will be nice for her.About nine hours ago we had left town, Kayler and I would be going to the same college. In Waterville. It's obvious that we can't be apart, I'm going to study hotel management and he.... He didn't really want to study anything but he can't be without me. Or so he told me. But in the end

Kayler grabbed my arm and almost dragged me away from the others, towards the entrance of the university. I was beside myself, I felt like crying, I had killed a person. I had done it. I feel so guilty and so bad that I don't think my life will be normal and peaceful from now on.We stopped.-Can you explain that to me? -he asked somewhat softly. He folded his arms expectantly.-Kayler, I don't know what happened. -I said without looking at him. My hair was down, my black jacket kept me warm from the cold drizzle that sometimes hit us.He approached me, taking my chin, forcing me to look at him. I think my eyes were red.-We have to figure this out. It couldn't have been you. I was with you last night. -But then I fell asleep....-It's obvious, Kayler, I didn't want to tell you because I thought it wasn't important," I pulled out of his grip. He was surprised, "Ever since I got here I've been hungry, but not hungry like normal people, I wanted to murder a boy. That boy. -I lowered my

I froze, it couldn't be that someone knew what I had done. My eyes were on the screen of my cell phone, the people, the murmurs and everything disappeared around me.Who was "P"? How did he get my number? I felt like when I was in high school and I would get threatening messages.-Carolina? -Kayler's voice brought me back to reality. I looked at him.-It's... a message," I whispered very softly. Besides I didn't want his new pack to hear and he understood. I thought he would read my mind like before but I remembered he couldn't do that, he had somehow blocked my thoughts. Or so he had said. That had calmed me down a bit because I could think calmly.-I'll see you on campus," he said to them as he stood up with me. I have to do something first.The guys nodded. Kayler and I started walking out of the cafeteria, every once in a while I would look around to see who might be on their phone looking at me weird, but almost everyone was, could it be from college? If only I could remember.Wh

-I'm sorry... I didn't mean that," I admitted, lowering my head. I think I went a little overboard.Kayler left the note inside the box, rubbing his face afterwards. Maybe it's just me or he looked kind of tired, I didn't like seeing him like that, he looked tormented.-I know it's hard," he looked at me. It's only your first year, believe me, I was the last person who wanted you to go through this. But, I thought you'd make the minimal effort to get used to it..... For my sake-he looked at me with disappointment.Something settled in my chest.I am stupid.-Kayler... -I approached him-.... I... I... I love you, you know that, don't you? But there are some things that are beyond me," I looked him in the eyes, "I just wanted to be with you and for us to be at peace. No problems. But now with what I did, now.... -I didn't even know how to say it.-Shhhh don't say it," he hurried to me. I know it's hard, I understand you more than anyone, but I need you to trust me, okay? I need you to,