I immediately sat up as Steve tried to calm me down, I was breathing heavy and I could feel tears coming from my eyes.“I’m sorry babe, I had a dream about him, he had me again. I heard his voice.” He played in my hair and brought me in for a hug, “It’s okay beautiful I’m here now and I’ll take care of you, he won’t find you here and I won’t let him get you. I’m not going anywhere anymore.”I took a deep breath, “What if he calls the cops on me like he said he would? What if he tries to put me in jail next?”“I think he already messed that up for himself, do you think they would believe him after everything he’s done to us?”I shook my head, “But it’s the truth.”FlashbackThe night Darren holds over my head, we just made love on the beach for the first time. He had to go do something for work as we got to a clearing near the river. We both walked in and saw several guys standing around, he told me to stay back while he did his deal. A man with blond hair and blue eyes came t

Darren’s POVI lost control big time, I was kicking myself in the ass. Kay didn’t give me the control I needed and deserved and I lost my temper on her. I felt guilty as I looked over her beaten body on the bed, I knew she wouldn’t be able to run anymore. I needed to come up with a plan to keep her locked up once she got better, I couldn’t beat her like this every time she got better.I wouldn’t hurt her like this again, but I couldn’t let her get away again. I couldn’t lose her all over again, I needed to think thus all through. I looked down at me and I was covered in her and my blood, she would probably be out all night. I decided to go take a shower then I’ll clean her up and try to make her comfortable. Every time I looked at her I felt guilty for her hurting her, I didn’t mean too I just got so fucking angry I lost complete control. I needed to figure out a way to make it right with her.I took a longer shower then usual as I tried to think through a plan, I decided I can try

I watched Darren walk out the door as I stood near the back door and tried to understand everything I heard. Steve has been lying to me all this time, he was a worse drug dealer then Darren. Darren took the fall for him, that’s why he went to jail and the drugs in his car where actually his. I felt my head spin as I heard Steve walk towards me, I could tell he didn’t know I was there. When he finally noticed me his face dropped, he tried to play stupid,“What are you doing there baby, I thought I told you to run?”I shook me head, “I came back for you, guess I just came back to hear the fucking truth eh? How fucking ironic my lying manipulative psychotic ex boyfriend is the one to spill your truths."I tried to walk away as Steve grabbed my arm and spun me around, he place both his hands against the wall to keep me in place,“I’m sorry babe, I should of told you and been honest. Can we please talk? I’ll tell you everything.”I pushed through his arms and walked away, he tried t

Steve’s POVI began to drive away from her and Jeremy and within seconds I had to pull over, I was so fucking pissed off at myself. My own fucking stubbornness got the best of me, I should of just been honest and told her everything. I got out of the car and found a tree and began hitting it, letting all my anger out.I didn’t want to be a fucking drug dealer, Darren thought that though. I was trying to get him away from her, no one is stupid enough to get caught that many fucking times. I was trying to be stupid so he would get caught, he was my best friend but he really needed help. He needed to get sober and get on some meds.The blow they found was mine too but I was trying to frame him with it obviously that fucking back fires too, every time I had something planned it fucking back fired. He was always one step ahead of me.I was scarred to tell Kay why I let Darren go, I didn’t want to with all I had but he couldn’t get arrested at my sister’s house it wasn’t in the right d

Steve’s POVNo! No! This couldn’t be happening, I ran up to her and she was bleeding from the back of her head, she wasn’t saying anything or reacting. I began to completely freak out, I grabbed her head and tried to put pressure on the back of it. I had no idea what to do at this point, ibwas usually really good under pressure but not when it came to her.“Please baby, please don’t do this. Come on wake up. Fucking wake up babe. Just look at me, you can’t fucking leave me babe. I’m so sorry please just come back to me. This is all my fucking fault. What the fuck did I do.”I began to cry like a baby over her body. Next thing I knew I was being pulled off of her as the paramedics arrived. I heard the one paramedic talk to me, it all seemed hazzy,“Do you know her?”I nodded. As they told me to follow, I didn’t stop holding her hand. They began to hook her up to machines, when I heard the machines beeping I felt relief. They were both working on her as I wouldn’t let go of her han