Semua Bab Mixed Feelings: Bab 61 - Bab 70

I was standing on the seashore, waves touching my feet as a cool breeze touched my body. The view of the blue sky and the sound of waves were all I could see and hear. It was very peaceful. "Venessa," called someone and I turned around to see Enzo. He was dressed in a black shirt and grey polo trousers, walking towards me he extended his hands to me. I gladly accepted it and we both walked side by side with my hands in his, my head on his shoulder."I love you," He said kissing my head, I looked up at him and asked "do you really love me" He stared at me like he was memorizing every part of my face, "In my entire life I have met many people but barely had any emotion for them but with you, everything is different from the moment we've met you have captured my heart, my soul and it terrifies me to live without you even for a second, I love you, I love you so much, I just want to love you and be naked with you today, tomorrow and for rest of my life. Don't leave me alone, and I can't se

"Um…( glancing at Nickolai ) I…" He cut me off by saying, "She saved me from getting killed" Everyone snapped their heads towards me, I nervously stared at them."You saved him?" Darwin asked me with curiosity evident in his eyes."No...I just convinced him not to shoot Nickolai that's it" I said, almost like a whisper.Darwin and Alan looked at each other with a slight smirk at their lips and Flora had a slight smile on her lips. Even Penelope was smiling while glancing at Nickolai. All this confused me, "Is everything alright?" I asked, looking at everyone."Oh! Don't worry Everything is fine dear," said Penelope, while looking at Nickolai who was quietly having his breakfast. I turned my head and had my breakfast quietly. This was the awkward breakfast that I ever had in my life. No one spoke anything at all, everyone just had their breakfast and left for their work.****I was sitting in my room, Staring at Dimitri who was busy with his tail.**Knock***I looked up to see Penelope

We continued kissing each other; he was shirtless and I was only on my inners, his body on mine, touching every single part. I can feel his bulge on my belly, and electricity is shooting all over my body. We parted and stared into each other's eyes; I pressed my head against his lips whispering "Stay…"raising my head to look into his eyes, "Please." I whispered almost like pleading with him not to leave me.He bent down and slowly claimed my lips and it was the answer to my request. His kiss went soft and sweet to hot and intense, he reached my bra straps and opened it letting my breasts out freely. He took hold of one of my breasts and massaged it very, very slowly while rubbing his thumb on my nipple. I reached down while looking me in the eye, I stared back as he placed my breast into his mouth and sucked my nipple. My head fell back while I moaned out loud, he softly bites my nipple making me moan even louder than before. My hands were on his hair gripping hard making him explore

I was walking back to my room as I stared blankly at the ring in my hands, it was shining brightly and very beautiful to look at, shining whenever the moonlight fell on it. I opened my bedroom door, Dimitri was looking at me with his sleepy eyes and I simply smiled at him and walked to my bed. Dimitri lowered his head and laid back on the sofa closing his eyes. I climbed on my bed and pulled my mattress till it reached my shoulders, I stared at the ring and I didn't notice my tears flowing through my eyes. "I love you, Enzo." I whispered to the ring.****I woke up feeling something pulling my mattress off my body, I opened my eyes to see who was that idiot and saw Dimitri pulling it and growling at me if I tried to pull back my mattress. "Dimitri!" I yelled at the dog, he growled at me still pulling the mattress. "What the hell! Let me sleep," I yelled, but he continued to pull my mattress and I lost the tug war to him. I got up from my bed and walked to my bathroom; I brushed my

In just these few days Roman and I have been so close to each other, I don't know how but it just happened. The kid has grown on me, it's hard to stay away from a kid like him and he was warming up to me. I made him tell his favorite things like food, clothing, games, etc. He is the silent type but when he smiles, he's the most adorable thing on this entire planet. He never talks much. Once I asked Penelope about this once. She said that he was like this from the day when his mother left him. This made me realize why Nikolai is so fond of him, it's because he sees himself in him. He knows the feeling, and I can clearly see him trying to help Roman. They both are in the same place, they are going through the same pain, their mothers have left them and the problem is they never tried to talk it out. In the past few days, things between Nikolai and me were pretty awkward. Whenever he's around, I stay quiet or try to ignore him, but there's always some tension in the air. One can cut