Alle Kapitel von Being His Grudging Wife: Kapitel 31 – Kapitel 40

Shravya pov, The warmth I felt near me triggered my mind to carry on the sleep, but the pain I felt on my body made me to wake up from sleep. God !!. Why my whole body is paining a lot ??. I tried to open my eyes, but my eyes were felt too heavy to unseal. Argh !!. This grip!!. The grip on my waist and wood near me gave me a warmth, but at one point I start to feel suffocate due to the tight grip on my waist. As I was trying to push that wood using my weak hand, I opened my eyes with difficulty and saw the bare chest of ratan. oh god !!. It's not a wood !!. It's my ratan. What he is lying near me without wearing shirt ??. He is sleeping deeply while holding me protectively in his warmth. My head is in his upper arm and I can feel his one leg weight on my both thigh and his one hand is placed around my waist. I started to squirm to get out of his grip. Why do I feel like I’m not wearing clothes ??. Ahaa !!. The syringe pain I felt between my legs reminded me of what happened last night

Aadhish pov,Half an hour ago, I was elated over the moon in the rapturous with the thought that I made her as mine in everyway. Therefore she would never leave me. But she broke my wings and destroyed my happiness and desire which I embedded in my heart how to lead my life with her happily, by her decision to leave me. The reason I made love with her last night was to make her understand that I fully accepted our relation and her. Yet, she does not understand my feelings and love. She is still soaked in the thought that I will never accept her as my wife. The words we exchanged last night and the love which I expressed when we became one, even with all of this she could not understand how far I love her !!.Last night may have been a nightmare for her, but for me, it's most precious and treasurable memories. Last night I hugged her tightly, I kissed her, I played with her cheeks, I intertwined my hand with her cute chubby fingers, I wrapped my legs around her. Most importantly I did

Shravya pov,In first year of our married life, I always longed to know how would I feel if he accepted me as his wife, how would I feel when I saw love in his eyes for me, how it feel to be in his warmth, how it feel to be kissed. As the days went on, the longing and desires to get his love extincted in my heart itself after learning that it was never going to happen. But, miraculously, everything I longed and desire begin to happen from last night. Wow !!. Still, I'm feeling like everything is a dream. God, please don't take this happiness from me. I wish to be in his warmth every second. I loved to be in his warmth. Lastnight, I felt so comfortable in his warmth. My thoughts are pushed away by the touch which I felt on my shoulder. I turned and looked at mami who is saying something and waving her hand in front of me.“Shravya, I'm calling you for the past 10 minutes. What are you thinking so deeply ??.”I smiled sheepishly, realizing that I'm rewinding our lastnight memories that'

Shravya pov,I'm lucky to have a mother-in-law who thinks me as her own daughter, even my husband does not love me. Mami words gave little solace to my broken heart and brought a weak smile to my doleful face. Spotting my presence, they smoothly changed their conversation into another topic. I also passed them as if I didn't hear their conversation with fake smiling face.As I reached the hall, my ears are filled with his melodious laughter. His dulcet laughter brought a bright smile on my face and my legs started to move towards the direction of laughter tune coming. When I reached the front door, I saw his angelic and my heart capturing smiling face. He is pretending like he is searching bhavi who is hiding behind the pillar, around the frontage area of the house as carrying sarath in his shoulder. They are playing hide and seek. Ratan likes children very much. He touched someone like me just to fulfil his wish to have a baby. When I thought about baby, his plan and memories of his

Shravya pov,I looked at my neck and shoulder area in the mirror, which is exposed out of the blouse. Argh !!. He has given me two more hickeys again. It can easily spot if I don't cover up with the help of makeup. Don't he feel disgust to kiss such an ugly fat neck ??. How could he pretend as he loves me really ??. I never expected ratan would be a such an actor. My thoughts pushed away by my mobile ringtone. I looked at the phone to see who is calling. Its kannan. I picked up the call and voiced out as I get up from the vanity chair.“ Hello kannu.”“Come out soon.” he just said those words and cut the call without waiting for my reply.I sighed and picked up my handbag in my hand. He is angry with me as the result of taking back my decision to go london. He still does not know that I dropped the idea to divorce ratan. I had no idea what he was going to do to me if he knew it.I walked out of the room regardless of the sound of the water coming from the bathroom. When I told ratan I