ALPHA'S INNOCENT LUNA 의 모든 챕터: 챕터 11 - 챕터 20

[ Clarissa Grey ]The ride from my apartment to the place where I took an oath to never return just a few hours ago,was full of anxiety and nervousness residing inside me.I fear Trevor's anger when he sees me back at his terrotery.He clearly warns me to stay as far as possible from him and his pack but Theodora's unexpected call to meet her at their private residence sprouts many questions for me."Mam I am sorry but this is a private property of Sherwood family and no outsider person is allowed to cross it without their permission.I can drop you here."The cab driver looks back at me.I peej out of the car window and realise,the dense private forest area has begin means I am at their pack's land."Its fine I will manage from here."I pay him the fare and step down on the bricked road.The fresh natural air soothe my unstable mind.I close my eyes and prayed Goddess Luna to help me endure this last meeting with Sherwoods."What do you mean its our last visit to the Sherwoods?"Mia per

[ Clarissa Grey ]I stare at my reflection in the giant sized mirror.I am wearing a pearl white wedding gown which is tight fitted on the upper body whereas the bottom has free layers of fabric.The hand embroidery with silk and pearls give it a touch of royalty emphasized by the diamond jewelries.The girl in the mirror is mocking at me.She is far from being the person I want to be.Its my own reflection though I always lived on my own terms and conditions but I'll no longer hold the same power as I do until this moment.Everything is going to change forever.I will become Mrs. Clarissa Trevor Sherwood in less than an hour.I hate to admit but the man who is my mate,will hold my strings.I cringe at the thought of being played on someone's wish but I have no choice in this.Since Trevor's parents found out that I am his mate,they pestered me to marry him for the sake of their son's future.I declined their request at the very instant when his dad first proposed the idea but my own moth

[ CLARISSA SHERWOOD ]Expectations.This word has no meaning in my life anymore because my mate made it clear with every chance he get.The day ended all too soon and currently I find myself standing at the window of his room at his parent's house.Theodora insisted us to spend the night at their house and next day we can shift in Trevor's city penthouse.The man also owns a big house in his pack but he usually stays in the city unless his presence is required at pack house.I change into a glamorous pink satin nightgown.I feel uncomfortable because it is showing more than covering.It was Thea's idea.She practically forced me to wear this gown.According to her theory,male wolves usually looses their control near their mates let alone the Alpha of the pack.We haven't mated yet so there are high chances that his self control weakens and he would end up mating with me.In other circumstances I would be feeling on cloud nine with the expectation of having a memorable wedding night with

[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ]I keep running and running .My paws started bleeding by the cuts when I climb and run on sharp rocks but it doesn't stop me.I want to forget everything and disappear from the earth...if it can heal my wounds.I know running and escaping from my fate is not an option.I have to embrace the cruel joke of my destiny.I think I lived the fantasy dream last night when my mate marked my body even though it was only his lust but it made me happy somehow but his words shred my heart in pieces.He hates me.How could I hope for affection from him?He sees me as a worthless whore who married him for the sake of his title and money?Is he really blind by his anger and ambition to have a strong high ranked Alpha's daughter as his Luna that he insulted the creator of our specie,the Moon Goddess who bind us together as mates.I stopped at the edge of a cliff from where the distance between life and death is just few inches apart. My heart wants me to choose the latter.It can

( Clarissa Grey Sherwood )At half past five in the evening I fidget standing at the bottom of the stairs leading to the second floor of Thomas and Theodora's house mentally praying that Trevor isn't inside.His parents announced our marking ceremony which ought to be taking place tonight.I am scared to my shit,is an understatement after I witnessed the clash between father and son.He ran out of the house boiling in anger.I know where had he gone as the excruciating pain doppled my body.I feel a rusty dagger being twisted mercilessly in my heart. He did it again.I could feel it when he gave himself to another woman.He knew it.He knew that it is going to break me both physically and emotionally yet he cross the invisible edges jusy to satisfy his pride.I went in the garden,the only place on the earth right now to give some peace to my aching numb senses.I slept there crying silently.I was woken up by Thea who did her best to drag me for a beauty treatment and a luxurious make ove