Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Red Wolf: Kabanata 111 - Kabanata 120

Chilli POV As Elias does as Erin requests, I go to stand up and make my own way over to the empty hospital bed, to lay down as Erin asks of me. But as soon as I am nearly on my feet and standing upright, a screaming voice full of hatred, anger, and pain fills my head. My ear drums feel like they are about to burst from the shear volume and pressure building in my head, and I can't help but scream myself from the agony of it. 'YOU FUCKING BITCH!' The voice howls at me as I clap my hands over my ears, trying to stop it, or at least muffle the sound but its no use, the voice is deafening. 'YOU CUNTING HORE! HOW DARE YOU! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!' The voice is so incredibly loud and strong, I can't even hear my own heart beat racing what feels like a thousand beats a second. It feels like it's going to beat right out of my chest or explode. I can't do a thing to stop it, let alone get a word in to ask who or what the hell it wants

My whole world plummets around me and all I wish for is for the ground to open up and swollow me whole."Erin?" I choke back the tears stinging my eyes, hoping she'll tell me it's not true, or that she can fix this, that she can save and bring her back. As everything and everyone seems frozen in time and there is only darkness, I feel lost, like I am endlessly falling down a rabbit hole but I ever find or hit the bottom.But instead the privacy curtain is whipped back and the doctor from before stands there, looking in on us standing around my mate's still body on the hospital bed, with wires coming off of her."What the bloody hell is going on here?" He bellows looking mortified at the scene he is witnessing. I stagger forwards ignoring the mans presents and question. My only mind set is Chilli and how I've lost her, how I didn't protect her as I should have and how much of a shit mate I am, to have let my true mate slip away from me, and the ... baby.. o

Chilli POV "Chilli...""Chilli..."I can hear a faint voice calling my name, again and again, like a ghost whispering on the wind. I can hear it, but it's not clear, like they are here but not at the same time, as if there is something in the way, muffling, blocking the sound, the words."Chilli..." There it goes again, waking me, pulling me from my sleep, no, not sleep. From my ... nothing, I feel like I was ... nowhere?As I try to work out what the hell is going on, I suddenly feel pain, such an aching pain.'Oh, my head .... my body ... my ... everything... arrhhhh. I feel so groggy, weak and so saw when I move... wait... why can't I move? My limbs hurt but don't at the sametime, what the fuck is going on? Why can't I fucking MOVE?!' I ramble to myself as the feeling of panic drowns me, suffercating me, weighing me down, restraining me. Stopping me from breathing, stopping my heart from beating, from anything worki

As I feel myself getting more and more worked up and becoming blinded by my emotions, a hand gently touches my cheek. My vision clears and refocuses on my beautiful mate still in my arms gazing up at me, worry clouding her eyes. The sensation of her skin on mine calms and relaxes me almost instantaneously, with a delicate smile, she whispers,"No, Elias please don't lose yourself to hatred like his, please, look, I'm okay too. See? I'm still here, we are still here," she reassures me as her other hand rests on her stomach. "But, but..." I say through gritted teeth as my hands clenched with the last bits of anger still lingering inside of me. My nails digging into my parms, helping me feel something apart from this hatred, the need and want for his death not completely gone yet."Elias, " Chilli speak softly as her hands cups one of my fists, trying to relax it, wanting to calm me down, "Elias, I...""Red wolf," a whispering voice comes from a far, interupting Chilli and pulling my ga

For the first time in a long time I seem to have an uneventful sleep and for once just rest with no weird or creepy dreams and or nightmares, I wake feeling refreshed. I open my eyes to see the sun beeming in through the window and the duvet cover over me. As I stretch my sore arms out wide I suddenly realise I'm alone and Elias is nowhere to be seen in the room. Slight panic pierces my heart as I don't know where he is, just when the door to the en suite opens to reveal my mate chuckling at me. "Your so cute," he laughs at me, obviously feeling my worry through the bond, I chuck a pillow across the room at him making him laugh out loud even more. "Anyway, how are you feeling?" "Good, but hungry," I reply touching my stomach as it grumbles noisily."Perfect," he smiles at me and I tilte my head slightly to the side, wondering what he means, "because I've ordered us some breakfast.""Oh, I love you," I sigh, feeling emotional for some reason at the mere mention of food and he laughs