Jayson is constantly on my mind, consuming my thoughts to the point of madness. Here I am, sitting for what feels like an eternity, trapped in a cycle of starting without finishing. The phone keeps ringing, each call ignored because I refuse to be disturbed. Yet my mind remains stubbornly fixated on him, on Jayson, looping endlessly in my head.It feels wrong, a constant internal battle telling me I'm making a mistake. I treat Jayson the same way, with indifference, despite knowing he hasn't done anything wrong since we got married. He's been nothing but kind and considerate, while I let my misplaced belief—that our marriage was a mistake—rule me. My pride, relentless and unyielding, insists that I’m right.His acts of care, like cooking my favorite meals or waking early to make breakfast, should be my domain, yet he does them without complaint. Each time our eyes meet, every moment we share, from waking up beside him to feeling his gentle care, I sense something stirring within me. B
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