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After he left , I sat down briefly thinking of my life. I don't know why everything is getting more and more difficult. I ought to be winning but here; Benson still takes the lead. Storming round the whole park, a little frown itching on my forehead as I search for my kids. I can't find them. Neither them or Benson. I don't even know where he took my kids to. I was almost at the point of losing it when I spotted them a bit far away from me, their backs turned to me. They were standing at the Ice cream vendor.Heaving out in relief I began to make my way towards them but stopped when I remembered that going to pick them up would expose me. Benson doesn't know I'm their mother and I don't want him to know either until maybe I relieve the payback urge swimming in me.Hiding away from view, I beckoned to one of the park workers who willingly agreed to help me after I told him what I needed help for. He agreed to move to them while I remained at my hidden place watching.From where I was

The moment Benson's mouth touched mine I lost all rational thinking, there was nothing else in my mind than to take off my dress and let him fuck me - hard.I raised my hands circling his neck as I kissed him right back, moaning along. If anyone had told me I would do that I wouldn't have believed it but look at me here sucking his lips like the air I breathe.Honestly I don't want to stop. I know for a fact I have a boyfriend who's out there waiting for me and that I shouldn't be kissing a man who had hurt me so much, but then again I can't help the desire and wants bubbling in me.If only my body will want what I want?I felt Benson's hand sneaking into my dress. Ok, this is when I should call it in order but I couldn't since my body is yielding to his touch coupled with the fact my thoughts are disorganized as I can't seem to think straight other than the beautiful feeling I was getting.Pausing me to the wall he lifted me circling my legs around his waist while my butt was left ha

I was astonished, more shock to see May walk out of the office leaving me standing there. I thought after what happened between us back then at the party would lessen her anger.I thought by now she would begin to soften her heart towards me. How wrong I was? I can't believe that she still harbor so much hatred.Wait, a thought hits my head immediately. Maybe she's angry because we couldn't finish what we were doing before that her good for nothing boyfriend doctor interrupted. That man who find it easy to get himself fix on people's things. He doesn't know how to look for his, always sticking around, dragging people's woman with them.The thought of him infuriate me. I was burning in rage thinking about that useless doctor. He's always around. I went after May, he pop out like a corn , I stayed with my new kids friend he always bring himself out to drag them with me. He's everywhere as if he was assigned to monitor me and take everything which he knew could put smile on my face.An

Glaring at the figure before me I couldn't hide it in, my anger."Why do you always show your goddamn stupid face to me?""I should ask you the same." He retorted, equally angry just like me."What do you want from May? Why don't you stay the hell away? In case you don't know she loves me and can never leave me for a goddamn motherfucking bastard like you." He taunted spotting a smirk.Oh, heaven knows how much I fucking hate that man. Seeing the smirk on his face I decided to irk him a bit. "You know, if you're totally confidence that May loves you, why so bothered about my presence? I mean, you should careless whether I come to see her or not because you're the only man she loves, right?" I saw him bitting his lips.I could see how much his trying to hold himself. This is the time I normally choose to leave . But not today, I'm determined to see May and I would do what it takes to see her, it doesn't matter how far I have to go even to fight the scum in front of me I'm very much read

As usual, a new week started with it hectic and chaotic days. So many meetings to attain, paperwork to do. It was so tiring but I was grateful in a way at least it drove my mind away from thinking about Dr David's revelation of his true being.I attended one meeting which I happen to run into Benson, I try as much as possible to avoid him knowing fully well I was being monitored.Any wrong move I make or any closeness I get with him would be reported definitely to the new Lord of my life. What a joke. How my not so perfect life even end up becoming worser than before."Ma'am, we're at the grocery store. Should I drive in? Will you still get the grocery?" I sighed heavily before gesturing for him to drive in.As he drove in to the place, I got down from the car, standing beside other people who was there before me and waiting for probably there time to do their own grocery.There wasn't much people in the store so I wasn't surprised when it reaches my turn quickly,Passing through the