I leaned against his chest as we walked toward the bed. The last two years with Shane had been the best time of my life. He slipped into my room when the sun set and left before it rose. We had a way of doing things and it worked well for us. I wished I could be open with him. I wish I could walk out into the world with him, out into the pack with him holding his hand but that wasn’t in the stars for us. Not yet. It pained me to see him outside of these walls and act as if we were mere acquaintances but at night, he held my body and soul. Shane put me down on the bed and climbed in next to me. He leaned over and blew out the candle. I fought the surge of emotion that threatened to bring tears to my eyes. I wanted so much for us. I wanted, always wanted. It felt like that was all I ever had on my mind. Want. I buried my face into Shane’s chest. I wish I could stay here forever. Shane held me close, as if he were afraid I’d disappear if he didn’t.“Is something bothering you?” I asked.

Hours went by of sifting through all the dresses. Since he was here, Ava decided it would be best to get a few dresses picked out and fitted for when I was to leave and join Ethan’s pack. The thought made me cringe but we spent a few more hours choosing styles. Ava had to run to relieve herself and I was left with Gabriel. He walked over to me and started to take my measurements.“Excuse me,” he said. He looked around and when he confirmed that we were alone he whispered. “Are you in danger?” He asked“Would you be able to help me if I was?” I whispered back.He chuckled.“I might be.”“You could be a spy for all I know. A mole. Someone chosen by my father to check me out, feel me out before the celebration.”“I’m not.”“Am I to take the words of a stranger seriously? Am I to take you as a traitor lightly? Especially so on our first meeting?” I asked.“You make a point. I was only seeing if you were in danger.”“I will be but there’s nothing I can do about it. A woman doesn’t get to m

“Listen to me! I didn’t want to hurt you, Adea, even though deep down, that’s what I want to do. I want to hurt you. I want to see you cry. I want to make you bleed. I’m a sick man, Adea. I’m sick and disturbed. There’s so much you don’t know about me. You don’t know how I can be or what I’m like. I’m a different man with you.”“So you’re not yourself. This isn’t who you are? Then who are you? If you’re not Shane, if you’re not the man I know, then who are you?” I asked.“I’m the devil.”“Goddess. Do you hear yourself? For fucks sake, LET. ME. GO.”“No. I’m not letting you go. I’m never letting you go. You’ll never be free of me.”I’m crying now. My heart and mind are at war with each other. I want to tell him to fuck off. I want to tell him to get out of my room. Hell, I want to push him from my window. But at the same time, I want to hold him close. I want to climb into his arms. I want to cry on his shoulder. I want to mark him and I want him to mark me. I want to make him mine. I

Two days before the celebration, one year older, I stood at my window afraid. Afraid I’d never see Shane again. Afraid that something happened to him and that I would be forced to leave with Ethan. I waited with bated breath as the sun slowly lowered below the horizon. When the moon was high in the sky, I steeled my resolve and threw my leg over the window. Shane had climbed up and down from here time and time again. It was my turn to figure it out. I ignored the warning in my head screaming that I would plummet to my death. Slowly but surely, I somehow managed to climb down the walls. My feet touched soft grass and I let out a breath of relief when I was on solid ground. It was dark out, with nothing but the moon shining above me. I didn’t waste any time and ran through the fields. There had been times when I woke up after he’d left but not long after. I’d run to the window and watched as he walked back. I knew nothing of where he was from or where he lived but I’d watched him walk b

Shane leans forward and presses a kiss to my forehead. We teeter on the edge of the abyss before he leans back and grips his cock. My eyes are on his thickness as he lines it up to my entrance. We stare into each other’s eyes as he thrusts into me. I knew he was big and I saw how hard he was, but I didn’t expect it to be like this. I feel it the moment my hymen tears. It’s done, he’s taken me but I don’t have time to feel triumphant. I don’t have time to feel like I’ve won and I don’t get to mentally laugh in Ethan’s face. No, I’m too lost. Ethan is the furthest from my mind. Shane’s cock in my tight cunt demands all of my attention.Pain, that’s all I feel as tears stream down my cheeks. There’s no way he could have prepared me for him. He drops his chest against my face as I scream. It’s muffled and I wrap my hands around his arms and dig my nails into his flesh. He doesn’t groan or yell at me. He takes it. He lifts himself up and stares down at me. Seeing the tears, he leans down a