Lahat ng Kabanata ng Let Me Love You Again: Kabanata 101 - Kabanata 110

NateWe walked into the apartment early in the afternoon, we got some KFC hoping to cheer Axel up, since he’d been quiet the whole time, we’d bought his favorite sandwich with the toy, but Axel had refused to eat, without saying a word, He shook his head and hid his face in Maya’s neck.He didn’t even want to sit in his car seat. As soon as we tried to put him in, he began to tremble and hold Maya tightly, who, with eyes full of tears, had kept him all the time sitting on her lap.At that moment, we were returning to the apartment. Maya laid Axel on the ground, kneeling before him and taking off his denim jacket while I locked the door. I heard Maya sniff the air and then watched Axel."Why didn’t you tell me you got dirty?" she asked softly.Axel lowered his head and shook it, not saying a word. Maya looked at me, her eyes watering, unable to do anything. I took off my jacket and pulled down, squatting next to Axel while Maya got up and went into the kitchen."Hey buddy, how about t

NateMaya stayed in Axel’s room trying to calm him down while I called the paediatrician to ask what to do in these cases. Axel was agitated, his eyes were wide open, and he had no intention of going to sleep. He had clung to his mother with all his might and had no intention of leaving her.He was terrified of something, I could only imagine what kind of trauma he had after being ripped out of Maya’s arms like that and spending days alone with strangers. Knowing also the distrust he felt towards others had not been at all easy for him and he wept my heart to see him in that state.I explained the situation to the pediatrician, also describing what seemed like panic attacks for Axel. I was afraid to take him to a specialist, I was afraid that he would tell us to bomb him with drugs and I did not want my son to be subjected to such things already so small.The paediatrician listened carefully to everything I said, even

Maya I got to Jess’s house, I held Axel’s hand because he didn’t even want to get into the stroller, but he didn’t move from next to me, he was like my shadow. Jess and Andrew’s penthouses were noisy when I arrived. You could hear the twins crying and Jess talking to herself. I let go of Axel’s hand and he followed the crying of the newborns to the room where, sitting on the carpet, there was Jess with the children crying and kicking. "Hey," I said, trying to get over the screaming. "May!" Jess yelled. Axel approached in silence and sat down next to Emma, who looked at him with clear eyes. My little Axel stretched out a hand and Emma grabbed his finger with her little hand, beginning to laugh joyfully. Jess looked at their interaction with the frowning forehead "Did she cry for ten minutes yarn and just the presence of a male to calm her down?" "It’s your own flesh and blood," I said laughing and sitting on the couch a little awkwardly, "Tell me you already have lunch ready beca

Nate That morning I woke up at dawn, the sun was just peeping out. Maya was completely wrapped up and lying on me. She had one leg put around my hips and with one arm she held me close to her, the head was resting on my chest and I could feel her breath warm on my skin. I was completely immobilized. Not that I was sorry. Finding myself in Maya’s possessive embrace made me relax my body and mind that that night had been completely in chaos. I blinked several times, realizing that, for the first time in weeks, Axel hadn’t woken up during the night, he had slept all night and I didn’t know if it was for the evening tea or if his mind had just started to water. I kissed Maya on the head and moved her, trying not to wake her, as I wriggled from her embrace. Maya sighed annoyed and lay down on her back with her hands raised and the blanket on her legs. Her hair was completely messed up and in front of her face. I laughed at seeing her like that and I bent down to leave her a kiss on her

NateI got up to the sound of the alarm ringing in the room. I reached out to the bedside table, where my phone was lying, so I could turn it off. When the sound stopped trilling I sighed, feeling a weight on my chest.I laid my hands on Axel’s little back who had decided to sleep on it that night, just like his mother did every single night, and about her, Maya was clinging to my arm, her breath tickling my skin while she slept blissfully, despite the alarm ringing two seconds earlier.I passed my free hand in Axel’s blond hair that stretched at my touch, even though he, despite the alarm clock, had not hinted at moving.Axel slept with Maya and me that night because we wanted to spend our last night in town inside the new house. I had spent the whole weekend putting things together for the kitchen and the bigger bedroom, and it was the only one ready to sleep there, so we decided to spend the night here. Axel had been more than happy to spend the night in the bed with us, although