Guilty Secrets のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 51 - チャプター 60

Elektra’s pov: I got in the car with a heavy heart. Bartholomew's words were full of venom. I know he didn't mean well, but what if there was some truth to it? -“Where do I go now?” I asked myself. -“Go to Alexander. Ask him about his feelings for you!” Frostie intervened in my head. -“Are you nuts? I can’t do something like this now!” I contradicted. -“Why not? If you ask Alexander directly, all your doubts will disappear!" Frostie suggested. -“I am not ready to face the truth” -“Why do you prejudge his answer?” Frostie wondered. -“I don't. I'm just not ready to deal with it right now” I explained. -“Then where are you going?” -“I really don’t know! I………” I said confused while started the engine of the car and accelerated. Alexander’s pov: It's been hours since I last spoke to Elektra. I really can't understand her. What's wrong with her? Why is she behaving like this? Ever since we left the elder's cabin, she has been distant and acting strangely. I know she was disappoin

Elektra’s pov:I woke up in a room I didn't recognize. It was dark outside while there was a little light on in the room. I fumbled for the light switch and turned on the lights. The light made my eyes hurt for a few seconds until they adjusted to it. I looked around me. The room was very big and beautiful. White and cream were dominating. There was a big closet at my right and a small door at my left that probably led to the bathroom. I was lying on a very big double bed that had soft cotton sheets and a warm blanket.As I tried to figure out where I was, memories from hours earlier flooded my head. I was in Alexander's office, I rejected him and fainted! Oh my god what have I done! How could I do such a thing? What was I thinking?This man was always beside me. He helped me in everything and supported me when no one else did.I feel so ashamed of myself. How could I have been so naive? How will I be able to look him in the eye again after this? I have to get out of here right now.-

Elektra’s pov: After I had breakfast alone in my room, an omega came and informed me that Alexander was already waiting for me at the parking lot. I took my bag and hurried out. Alexander accelerated as soon as I got in. It was obvious that he was very impatient. During the trip we remained quiet without exchanging a single word. I was devastated. My heart was pounding and I felt awful. I couldn’t stand Alexander’s attitude. He was purposely ignoring me the whole time. We reached the path leading to the elder's village, parked the car and continued on foot. During our ascent I felt very uncomfortable. Alexander climbed in complete silence without exchanging a single word. He was mad at me I could tell. “Oh my Goddess how did I manage to make such a mess! Although I knew I deserve his attitude, my heart can’t take it” I thought to myself. We reached the village and headed straight to the elder’s cabin, knocked on his door and after we heard the elder’s voice got in. -“Welcome again

Elektra's pov: I woke up in the middle of the night with a heavy heart. I really hoped that what happened before was just a bad nightmare, but I quickly realized that my hopes were in vain. Alexander's rejection was true. He didn't want to do anything with me. Everything was lost. Staying here didn't suit me anymore. Although I belonged to Silver Dawn pack by origin I couldn't stay here and watch Alexander treating me like this. I just couldn't stand it anymore. I had to leave. And go where? My wolf asked me inside my head. Return to Black Shadow pack wasn't an option. Not that I wasn't accepted there, but mainly because I wasn't ready to go back yet. That place was filled with so many memories, memories I wanted to erase from my mind or at least make them less hurtful. I gathered my thoughts and things and left the room. It was five in the morning when I passed the borders. The guards wanted to inform Steve the beta about my departure, but I managed to convince them that the leader

Elektra’s pov:Our dinner tonight was a total disaster. Roxanne and Andros didn't get along well enough to drive me crazy. I don't know what Roxanne got her. He treated Andros with great hostility forcing him to react accordingly.-"Why did you treat Andros so badly?" I asked Roxanne as I opened the door to my apartment wide, walked in and threw away the keys.-"What? I didn't!" she refused trying to look innocent.-“Don’t treat me like a fool. You don’t like Andros and you managed to show it at every occasion! Why did you do that?”-“I…I didn’t!” she continued refusing my accusations.-“Please, stop denying it! Just tell me the truth for goodness sake!”-“Ok then! If you want to hear it! What happened to your mate? Did you forget him so easily?”-“Alexander belongs to the past! Don’t you see?” I contradicted.-“Alexander is your mate!” she exclaimed in annoyance.-“Alexander is nothing to me! Don’t you see that I moved on and want to leave everything behind?”-"My child, you will nev