I had tried in vain to get Kyla’s attention. No matter how much I called her name, she was on some kind of mission and nothing would distract her from it. I thought perhaps she was going to attack Cedric for a moment, but to my shock and horror, it was the woman beside the alpha that Kyla pushed down.I don’t have a clue why she would go for this woman, as they’ve never met before today. Is this because Cedric is her mate? But surely Kyla isn’t experiencing the bond between mates yet, right?The signs shouldn’t be noticeable to her, things that she would not understand until she was twenty. Like her mate’s scent, or wanting to be around that person but not knowing why. Would jealousy be one of those things?As I make my way over to Cedric and Kyla, I worry about what will happen to Kyla now. Cedric won’t harm her, not if what he said was true earlier. However, that doesn’t mean Kyla is safe, either. The other alpha

I feel so betrayed by Dereck at first, but that feeling forms into something strange and new when I see him kissing and touching Cedric. Jealousy? That’s what they tease me with, but there’s more to how I feel than that. My body has decided that this is pretty nice to watch.I try to pretend nothing is going on between me and either of these men, for fear they are doing some kind of dominant dance to see which of them I’ll pick. However, my mouth blurts out a hint of truth before I can stop myself.The two share a knowing glance before Cedric reaches his arm out to pat me on the head like I’m some obedient dog being praised. “Was that so hard now?” He teases me. “You’re such hard work sometimes,” he adds with amusement. He then guides me closer by pushing my head gently.I can feel my cheeks burning hotter with each crawled pace I make towards him and Dereck. I do not know what these two men have planned for

With Kyla now so exhausted she fell asleep, it was time for me and Cedric to talk things out. I watch him get some wet towels to clean Kyla up and then when he is done, I say, “you really seem to treat her well.”“Of course I do,” Cedric responds. He glances down at the sleeping luna and then looks back at me. “She is my mate. It is the least I can do to make her feel good and pampered. I don’t want her to think this is nothing but a game to me.”I give a low, thoughtful hum. That is a fair point, but I don’t think he realises that without the truth, Kyla will continue to assume that to be the case. And what’s worse is now she might assume the same of me. Or that I’ve betrayed her. Though I know I can talk her out of such thoughts so I’m not too worried.“Being destined mates and showing a lover how much you care are two very different things,” I point out, reaching out to brush Kyla&r

Everything about last night has me thinking, ‘I can’t believe I did that!’From giving Dereck pleasure with my mouth to letting Cedric take my virginity from behind. Not to mention the fact that it was at the SAME Moon-Damed time! And worse, I enjoyed it all!I hold my head, eyes wide from the realisation that I’ve fallen so deep down into the pit of lust. I might never make it back out again at this rate. Worse, now Dereck knows just how much I like it when Cedric does those things to me.Though now I know for sure that he will not be angry at me for giving in to Cedric. He was the one who told me to do it. I just did what he told me to do. I still don’t know why, though. Is he being blackmailed? That isn’t likely. Cedric wouldn’t have let him anywhere near me sexually if that was the case.As I glance at the empty bed beside me, I can’t help but go over everything that happened last night. The moment I pus

I’m so relieved that Dereck hasn’t betrayed me, and that if I change my mind, then he’ll get me out of here. Though now I’m wondering if this had never happened, would he have continued to plot an escape and drag me out until I admitted the truth? I suppose I’m glad it happened this way. Now I don’t have to give him any awkward reasons on why I don’t want to hurt Cedric or leave him. Though I still don’t understand why I feel this way at all. Dereck didn’t explain it to me, though I guess if I don’t know the answer, then how can I expect anyone else to understand it? I make my way downstairs in search of a certain alpha male. It doesn’t take much to locate him as the squeals of girls alert me to his location fairly easily. As I enter the hall, I can see they have started to clean up after last night’s party. However, whatever motivation to clean has since been swept away by the handsome alpha. I roll my eyes while watching them. Most of these omegas must be f