Angelina POVI felt a deep gushing feeling in me. The tears won't stop flowing down my cheeks. I had to constantly wipe it off but it won't stop coming. It felt like my whole existence was fading away.What am I saying? Hasn't it all faded? I can't even resume school and I'm stuck here. When do I get to give the Alpha an heir?The thought of having the Alpha on my bed and in me did nothing to ease my pain, in fact, it gave me more heartache.How am I supposed to do it? "Luna, please come with me," one of the maids offered.I stared at her for a moment and unconsciously, tears rushed down my face more. People are looking at me now but I couldn't stop crying. We are still in the hall as the party only stretched for hours. I'm supposed to wait for the Alpha in my room. It's the night of the mating after all."Luna?" I heard a soft voice and I looked up slowly.Everyone has started murmuring around me. Apparently, no one knew about my father's crime. I wonder why the Alpha is hiding thi

Angelina POVI hesitated as I stared up at him, my heartbeat increased drastically.He regarded me for a moment. "Are you scared? You can talk and I will stop."I felt slight dizziness and it looked like the alcohol I drank was beginning to take its toll on me. Though, it was not as I wanted it to. If Winston hadn't taken my cup, it would have been better."I'm not. A deal is a deal after all," I assured even though I couldn't control the mad beating of my heart. It's for the best anyways.He cleared his throat. "I don't want to be here as well. Like I've told you the other day, you are not my type and you will never be! I want to get it done with as soon as possible," He spat out. His words were like needles, digging into my body and making me feel a deep wrenching feeling in my heart. Somehow, it hurts that my second experience would also be nothing to write home about. I felt dirty that I'm sacrificing my body to this foolish man in front of me and he doesn't even acknowledge it.

Angelina POVAfter the rape, I was determined to be a human rights activist. Or perhaps I could just be a judge, someone that would put all these rapists in their places. That aside, I suffered mentally because of it. Going through daily activities has always been very difficult for me. I also developed a phobia of men in general.My father made matters worse when he refused to show up. I felt so lonely and I realized what sex could do to people.No, actually what a half-consented sex could do.Should I then say the sex I had with Winston was half consented or just a rape?Ok, Winston clearly asked me if I wanted to proceed. But would he have stopped if I told him to? We had a deal. So, somehow the sex was against my wish. I had to do it under circumstances.But why does it not match my mental definition of what rape is? I had so much hatred for rapists and strongly felt they should die. But why do I feel like having sex with Winston? What is the urge I suddenly had? During sex? That

Angelina POV"Alpha, please forgive me," the supervisor beseeched.I couldn't talk, I didn't even know what to say. And since Winston had shut me up once, I decided to keep mute."Get_," his voice went even deeper, the tone scared me and I shuddered. "_Out of my sight before I change my mind!" He yelled.The maids jumped up in fear and scampered out of the room.I watched Winston for a moment, the dark lines that marred his face and the hardened cheekbone. He seemed to be in deep thought, but somehow, it looked like he was calmly watching me.Suddenly, he turned around and it looked like he would walk away."Winston," I called quickly, and I felt a shudder the moment his name slipped out of my mouth.Images passed over my eyes quickly. Memories filled me and I found myself silently wishing he would touch me. Perhaps he would hold me like he did yesterday. Perhaps, he would make love to me again.Though, I had no idea why I couldn't stop thinking about it. "Don't!" He snapped as he t

Winston POVI stared at her for a moment and swung the plank in my hand. "You will go to your room now or you won't be the one that will die. Like I've said, your disobedience will only hurt your father. If that's what you want, then you will get it," I warned through my teeth.What she was doing was what I hated. She was being stubborn. It was only a matter of time before she started walking around the place as she owns it. I had to tell her where she stood.She wasn't my Luna and would never be! And she would listen to me.Her head hung in the air and she went silent for a moment. She took several steps closer to me and when I thought she was going to say something that would place her father in deep trouble. She only said, "I will go. Please, treat my father."My heart shook as I watched the tears on her face. I felt a rush of air attack me suddenly and filled me with every emotion she was having.Hatred, for me and my pack. Sadness, for herself and her father."It's time to play