Alvaria's Point Of View.He looked more than just peaceful; he was in a state of perfect harmony. The morning sunlight shone brightly and highlighted the liveliness of his cheekbones. His plush pinkish lips looked very inviting .I was awake looking at my mate's sleeping form trying to decipher his emotions. His words were still fresh in my memory and his touch still lingered on my skin. Something was holding me back from acknowledging his love for me ,many insecurities were lingering around me and trapping me in my own fear.My responsibilities hung heavy on my shoulders and my duties outweighed my desires. I could not trust my heart to make decisions for me because it was poisoned by his love. I could not trust my mind for it was now clouded by his care . I could not trust my wolf because her desires and wishes were biased beyond measure. I could not trust myself in fear of my insecurities and the mate bond pulling at me. Many questions were still unanswered and many thoughts stil