Ryan was sweating as Jake ,Jared and Matt went to talk with the whore whose name I don't remember at all. I will call her whore. He didn't look good as he laid there sweating as the alpha blood flowed through him and we waited to see if it took. I wiped his brow and kept pushing fluids as he moaned in pain. "Please hang in there Ryan Sarah needs you" I begged, tears filling my eyes as he laid there unconscious and paler than he usually is. "Rose you need to rest sweetie, the doctor said check his vitals again, I will call you if he needs you",but I ignored him cause I know damn well Sarah would bend over backwards for Tyler and I'm gonna do the same for Ryan. He is the sweetest brother in law ever and I will be here for him no matter what. I was wiping his brow when Sarah rushed in and sat beside his bed looking horrible as she wiped tears away. "Any changes ",she asked, tears falling as I nodded no and fixed the rag to a cooler one. Her belly was really sticking out as she leaned o

Sarah and Ryan left my little protector the next day after getting a full day of rest and Tyler and I went back to just us with Gage in the house. It was quiet and peaceful but I missed having something to do so I started a business cause why not. I always made jewelry so why not sell it and make money. The whore was put down cause we all knew she could not be trusted to keep what we are a secret so she was put to sleep basically which I know I'd bad but we have too many pups running around to risk that bitch coming back and trying to hurt one of them. Ryan is better but it took him awhile to go back to his old self. The poison did some damage to his lungs and he had to go to therapy for breathing and physical therapy to get his strength back up. Sarah was fine after a few weeks and her twins were doing good. Liam growls now at certain people cause he likes to protect his mama, me and grandma. I laugh really hard as he does this to our dads a lot. He loves being our protector most ti

Ny days are filled with orders and our pups while Tyler is in the pack house doing whatever he is doing. I all but give up trying to get him to remember and I give up on the once a month family dinners. I just do my jewelry business and take care of the kids the best I can. "Hey Rose, how are you sweet?"Jake asks and I shrug, drawing out a piece while the kids sleep. I stay busy all the time. It keeps me from thinking and crying about all the shit that landed at my feet. "I'm good",I mumble looking at the jewelry I design and like it so I finish up and face my dad. "Sweets you don't look fine, we know you're barely eating, sleeping or functioning at all. You are all but a recluse and never come to family dinner your mom misses you we all do",he says hugging me bit I stiffened in his arms and he feels it. I don't want to be touched or to be around anyone but my pups. "Sorry daddy, I got orders backed up and I've been designing new ones so I can make money. I don't have time right no

I watch my mate look out at the water and I notice her weight is down the lowest I've ever seen it and she looks exhausted beyond what I've ever seen either. "angel, I start choking up,I am sorry for everything and I miss you. I remember how much of an ass I was. I'm sorry baby I really am",I say watching her like a hawk. She turns to face me and her body trembles and my wolf is howling in my head. "Tyler, she says softly, I barely hear it, I appreciate you saying sorry but you made it more then clear you weren't happy and those bitches said I trapped you and you never denied it. I needed you and you left me. I was alone and you left me. I had to name our daughter without you and watch our son cry for you. I had to do so much alone and you know what I did. I didn't ask for help, I didn't beg, I only cried in the shower after both kids were in bed. I never broke in front of them, not once. I did everything we were supposed to do together. I did it alone without you. I am fine now so t

Time to face the music or better terns my mom, sister and dads cause I left stuff very messed up. I sigh as Tyler takes my hand and kisses it before he lets go. "ready to go in?",he looks at me and smiles. "as ready as I will ever be after I basically said fuck you all and left town",I muttered as I undid my seat belt and climbed out. Sarah and Ryan have my kids so Tyler and I can reconnect and talk. It worked but today I got my babies back cause I missed them so much. We head in and I rush to my kids kissing and hugging them as Gage squeals. Angel just kicks her little legs as she hears me and I get excited to see my babies after a couple nights. "Rose",Jared says walking up. "hi daddy",I say low not sure if he will even claim me as his with the way I left things. He looks at me and I see worry in his eyes cause I'm bony with all the weight loss. Werewolves are not fat but we look healthy and I'm far from healthy right now. "Sweets",Matt calls rushing to hug me and play with my h