HermioneThe other night was very interesting and weird something that I experienced once since I got pregnant and I can tell by the look on Ashton's face that he was not expecting for me to reacted the way I did. I wasn't expecting myself to burst out crying over the room even though at first it was happy tears but by the end of the night I lost track of whether it was about happy, sad, or overwhelming feelings, I know if I wasn't so busy cry I would have pulled out my phone and take a picture of a panicky Ashton's face because it was hilarious. Guess by the end of the night I ended up falling asleep on his shoulder because in the morning I woke up on the bed with him gone but there was a bouquet of roses next to me, with a note saying “ You are more beautiful than ever” thinking back I realize last night I also thought that I look like a cow with my big belly and my big feet, with everything being hurt I did complain to him a lot. The roses are to cheer me up aww he could be so swe

HermioneLast week gave us so much that Ashton suggested that I go and stay with my parents at the Witch Coven until I gave birth, I could return because he assumed the person being the Omaga’s death and the fire was none other than Alpha Nathan or Gemini. We were grateful that the pups didn't get hurt badly but at the same time I do think there's more than one person involved, everything started to happen as soon as the elder Jonathan came and left without Luke. If that's the war that the Goddess was talking about, I don't like it not when I'm in this condition my powers are all over the place I can't help my mate or my pack, ugh, “ what's the point of having powers if you still useless” I say to myself.I felt a hand wrap around my waist from behind “Who says you are useless?”“ I do because I can't help” Looking down at the bag that I'm currently packing I say “Now you are sending me into hiding when I need to be by your side for this”“ You not going into hiding, I'm sending you

HermioneThe Doc at the Clinic wanted to keep me and the baby for a couple more days, to make sure that everything was okay with both of them. Once that was done we both went home and I have to say that I was happy to be out of the clinic and sleep on my own bed. What I was not prepared for was how hard it was going to be to take care of a newborn, without Ashton's help I don't know how I would've done this but I wouldn't have it any other way. Waking up late to feed or change her those small little things help me bond with her, I know I will give my life for her if anyone tries to do anything to her. I was closing my eyes to get some sleep when I heard the little cry in the other room, I had just put her to sleep and she woke up “Ugh,” I threw the cover away and went into the room to see if what was wrong. Picking up her tiny body I hold her she gets quiet, and I realize that she just wanted me to hold her so I sit down on the rocky chair that my mother gave me, a shiny light was wh

1 year laterHermione “ ugh,” the air smells refreshing and calm I thought after taking a deep breath, the sun was brighter than before, and the members seemed to be happier and more relaxed than before a year ago, to say that there is a big difference between then and I know I would say yes, the two major traits that were against our pack are dead. Now we have the remaining members that are causing trouble here and there but it's nothing that we can't handle, so far things have been quiet and I wish for them to stay like that but I know in a few days we have to travel to the council territory to settle the things that happened during the battle. For today I am happy to say that part of the excitement in the house is because it's our daughter's first birthday and Ashton went all out for the day, he has everyone running to get things ready before five today, and that's when the guests were said to arrive for the party. I'm still having trouble sometimes accepting that Alpha Natha