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Nova POV. When he picked off, I screamed off with fear, my hold on him got tighter, I don't want him to drop me, don't drop me, don't drop me. I say over and over again holding to him more than before now, he must have sensed what happened. "Don't worry pup, I won't drop you" he says his hold on me tightening. "I don't like this" I say closing my eyes now, this was too scary. "Relax, I'd never drop a little girl" he says, but that didn't help me feel any better, I closed my eyes hiding in his chest, holding on to him. I did run a decent distance, it's taking us forever to get back, I knew I shouldn't be wish to get back, knowing I'm going back to Lucifer and what's waiting for me, but that would be better than flying around. Keiran didn't use the door I used, instead he flied us toward a balcony on the top floor, the floor we were on. I was never happier to touch hard land underneath my feet. I took a sigh of relief now, but it wasn't very long lived, Lucifer was waiting for me,

Nova POV.I wrapped a towel against my body and walked out to see what clothes he have for me, fingers crossed he left the room and would give me my privacy to get dressed alone. But no luck, I never had any luck in this world, he was out there, with my clothes set on the bed. "This quick?" he asks seeing me out, I just shrug, I didn't like the water hitting my ears or tail. "I don't care Nova, you better keep them clean" he answers me without me talking, he really can hear my thoughts? I thought he was joking. "Not joking Nova, I can hear them loud and clear," he says making me pout. "But it's not fair for you to hear my thought the whole time," I say looking at him, he's a meanie. "Get dressed," he says dismissing my feelings and discomfort, I got the panties and slipped them on without taking the towel off me, but sadly I twisted my tail and screamed in pain. "Nova, Nova," he says quickly taking the towel off and fixing it quickly, I wiped my tears off, this hurt, I hate this

Nova POV.Just because I got caught once, and got my bum spanked, doesn't mean I'm staying here, he got me on a stupid leash now, that was my breaking point, that and the demons that keep on looking at me all funny, I hate this, it's making me extremely uncomfortable, all I want to do is go back to earth. It's not much better than here, but at least all the demons and monsters have disguises on, not saying that Lucifer isn't a sex fucker, but it's not worth it. After I played with my feather all day, we had lunch, I ate this time cause I was hungry, I'm not going to refuse food after being starved for so long, but what I really needed to know was a way out of here. I decided to start paying attention to their conversation, one of them should be all about how to get to earth, maybe one of them would go and I can tag along. But all their talk was about work, actual work they own back on earth, about the vampires acting out, and they even talked about werewolves, that got my attention,

Nova POV.But he's dead, but when I looked I could see him, it's him, how could that be, the fighter in the cage had the same curly hair, the one I called instant ramen, it's similar even when he didn't agree. It's the person who held me when I cried, my partner in crime, but he left me, he gave up, he left this world, he should be down in hell with the rest of the souls. I'm happy but I'm also hurt, they told me he died, that he ended it all, I saw him dead, I held his cold hand before they took him away. He jumped off the same bridge I tried to end things off, I knew that I saw him do it, I was there that night, I felt tears go down my face, they were freely going, not asking for my permission. That night, it was one of the bad nights in the orphanage, one of our keepers got mad, Andy wasn't making much money as he did usual, he was slacking the job, he was sick, he needed a doctor, maybe I don't know what's wrong with him, but something was wrong. They wouldn't let us go see a doc

Nova POV.I wasn't strong enough, I gave up, I couldn't take it much longer without him, I was hurt, but now what to do, how do I go with Andy when things are this bad here. Andy's holds me close, I didn't want to let him go either, his lips came close toward my lips, touching mine, a kiss, a kiss that got me to melt in his arms, a touch I missed. "I love you, Nova, stay with me" he says, the words I wanted to hear from him, but what about Lucifer. "I can't" I say tears going down my face, we weren't the same now, he's a demon and I'm a half-werewolf, my mom sacrificed me to Lucifer who's the king of hell. "Why can't you Nova, we'll live the life we always wanted to live" he says, I wanted to say yes, I wanted to stay with him, but Lucifer, I knew he's not going to let me go. "I'm not the same Nova, I'm not the same girl, I don't even belong to myself," I say with tears falling down my face, I knew I'm giving up, but I'm realistic, you can't run away from the king of hell, I heard