Semua Bab I Never Wanted You, My Mate: Bab 141 - Bab 150

Jon povI know she is faking her smiles and happiness any wolf for a mile can see it. The vacation she mentioned is probably her way to leave and get away from the pain that is etched on her face. She hands in the paperwork that names her pups and doesn't share the names. Jennifer drones on about the pups and I watch Mia look more drained. Her frailness is evident. She looks awful."Well we are heading for shots, Jennifer says softly, hope to see you later with your pups",Mia fake smiles as we walk away."She is planning on leaving",I say at a safe distance away and Jennifer freezes. She looks back but Mia is gone from sight. I start to worry because if she leaves Derek will be a complete mess when he remembers. "She wouldn't ",my mate looks sad and depressed. She looks drained too."She is barely hanging on Jennifer, I watch my mate deflate, she needs him but he doesn't remember her that is enough to mess with a she wolf badly especially one already on the brink of a mental break",sh

Derek povShe must of snuck in because I hear her bedroom door click shut and the lock engage. I knock but she ignores it and as I listen in I hear crying. Soft sobs that she tries to cover up with the shower running. "Mia, I knock lightly so I don't wake the kids, Mia please open the door",I feel the need to apologize but I don't know why. I get nothing so I head to bed frustrated. The next morning she is gone and so are the pups. I'm alone in the house and I'm miserable. I've mind linked Jon but he doesn't answer me and I know he has to be busy with the three pups Jennifer had. I can't believe he is with her.An hour later Mia comes in and feeds the twins while I stand there awkwardly watching. She doesn't say a word as she changes them and puts them down for naps. I watch her make food and not say anything to me. She has the art of ignoring me down perfect. "Food is done",she leaves and I stand shocked she just walked out. I pick up my plate and notice she doesn't dish any out f

Derek povA knock sounds on the door and I sigh getting up to answer it. Standing out there is Jon and Jennifer both look pass me to Mia. I stare at them."You look better, Jennifer moves pass me and goes to Mia, I brought you snacks",I look at Jon but he ignores me to stare at his mate. Great just fucking great."I feel okay",I hear Mia say as I go back to my food. Mia eats while they visit and by the time they leave I'm pissed. Jon didn't acknowledge me or look at me. I miss him. I miss our moments of pleasure. I get a flash of Mia riding my cock and I hold in a groan."I need to pee",Mia mumbles."Can I help?",she nods yes and I pick her up. Holding her close I hate how light she feels as I walk to the bathroom. I like the closeness of her little body in mine. Fuck this feels normal to me. I place her gently on her feet and look down as she goes to move her nightgown up but she freezes."Do you think you can step out?",I just look at her."No, I watch her eyes go wide, if you pass o

Derek povMia woke confused and hurting then her eyes filled with tears again. "Relax Mia your okay",I soothed her."Luke, she tried to sit up, Is he okay?",I sighed."He is fine Mia, she looked at me sadly and I wiped her face free of tears, Pam has him and he should be here in a few",she nodded and tried to fix her hair. I stood and reached for her face but she flinched."I'm sorry, she looked up at me as she whimpers, I didn't mean to",I just hugged her and rubbed her back. She sighed again."Don't be I haven't been the nicest mate to you but that will change",she didn't question me or say anything just let me hold her. I kissed her head as I rubbed her back."Mommy, Luke hurried in face tear streaked, I'm sorry mommy. I didn't mean for you to fall",he started sobbing and Mia looked heartbroken. I picked him up and made him look at me."You didn't do anything wrong baby, he sniffles, I'm telling you you did nothing bad",he nodded."He didn't sleep all night, Pam smiled softly at us

Derek povI place Mia down and kiss her head before covering her. The sedative kept her out the whole transport and I hope she stays out till I'm back. Luke is snoring softly beside her on the bed as I take one glance at them."I will be back",I reluctantly leave them and head out to meet my dad."Ready to go son?",my dad looks reluctant to leave like I am. "I guess",I look back at the closed door. I don't want to leave them but if I don't then he will come back to get Mia for revenge. Matt ran but we are coming for him I can't wait to gut his ass. My wolf is wanting out to kill and I just might let him have free range."I got a lot of warriors coming with us Derek and I have some guarding our families ",I nod but my thoughts are solely on Mia. I want her. I want her happy not in tears or sad."Lets end this dad so I can focus on getting my memories back and try to save my mate relationship because the route we keep going I will lose her.My name is Ryder my wolf speaks after a long s