Semua Bab Fires Within Fires: Bab 101 - Bab 110

Seph's Pov:I walked through the corridors that I once ran away from. That day I had first seen Alex and a man who had tried to kill him. After that day my life had become more complicated.Hades tried to prove me crazy. I closed my eyes as memories resurfaced of that night.No, he had changed. I cannot let my past cast a black shadow over my present or future. He loves me. He takes care of me.“Are you allowed to go in there?” I asked the maid who was walking in front of me. Only her heels clicking on the floor were the only sound.“Yes ma’am. Only a few of us are allowed.”“Okay,” I said.We passed the huge portraits and I felt like a mistress being presented in front of a king.I knocked on the door but no one answered. I again knocked on it and then it opened as if it wasn’t even completely closed.I entered the room and closed the door behind me. It was a very beautiful room. Everything In here seemed to have his aura. It was all according to his tastes.Somber and masculine.The

Morning came but no pleasure came to me. Hades did not come after me nor did he send someone to check upon me.It was 5 am. I wanted to get cold this time. It has been ages since I had gone for a morning walk and even got the chance to be outside at this hour.I know there is a large garden outside. I grabbed the first shawl my eyes landed onto and went towards the exit.Security was there this time also but I found a place where no one could see me. I want to feel something different than hate and sorrow.I want nature to soothe me this time.Dew drops had already fallen and now they gave the green grass a fresh look.I closed my eyes and let the memories resurface. In my childhood many a time I had woken up and accompanied my father on a morning walk to the park.He would greet the neighbors that had also left the home with the same intentions. He would then start a short tread and when I was unable to put up with him, I would always cry for him to slow down.He would ruffle my hair

Two days have passed and Hades has not made even a single contact. I spend my days roaming in this mansion. I am not allowed to go out but I have met Pavlos two to three times.Hades has given him a job. He did not give me the details but I could see him and I was glad to see that his bruises are healing.I could see him daily. He is a very different kind of human. He smiles but it seems that he is sad inside. I always get this feeling when I am near him.What can I say to a man who had a respectable job and got himself into this trouble because of me? Now he is continuously in the line of danger.Ayla goes to school and so does Flora. I am alone in the morning and I do not think Roxanne wants to have any kind of contact with me.She hardly leaves her room. Maids take everything up to her. Her brother comes often but I do not have any reason to talk to him.I just want Hades to come back. I will ask him for forgiveness even when I know I have not made a single mistake. I will do this.

What the hell have I done?How will I be able to justify myself? I did not even do anything. I just touched her and she lost it. It all happened too fast.Hades have to believe me. it could all be a game of his aunt.Yes. I will tell Hades that she was the one who lured me into the trap. She came and then made me do all this. Otherwise, I would have never approached her.I brushed my teeth to get rid of the smell and acrid taste and then paced in the room. My anxiety was not allowing me to stay still. He is already angry with me.Oh God!Will he believe what I say? What happens if he gives me divorce? What will become of this child? He will never let him stay with me. My future will once again become uncertain. On the top of that he will not let me live in peace.He will destroy me.Ayla.The love he has shown her will vanish. She is not his child why would he keep looking after her and shower her with wealth.What about her future? Will I lose everything?The door burst open and I g

Suddenly the door opened and before we even got the chance to separate the intruder passed us a glare. I would have lost the life in me if it was not for the face of the child that I hold dear.That I know will never be on the side opposite to me.“Mama”“Come in Ayla and close the door. quickly”I donot know why she did not do the thing I had told her but also the fact that she remained rooted on the space she had occupied since she had entered.I quickly got up and closed the door. “Ayla come inside”“mama” she held onto my gown.“What happened Ayla?”“Mama why are you with him?”“What are you talking about?”“Mama he is a bad man. You were hurt because of him”I looked at Pavlos apologetically. “I am sorry Pavlos. She is just a kid”He walked to me. “That is fine seph. I will see you soon with the plan” he said and gave me a hug.“Donot touch my mama” Ayla said angrily.What has gotten into her? “Ayla behave yourself”“Mama-” but I cut her off with a glare. She is being out of line