Christian went to New York, he brought a home for his mother, he kept his mother in the dark about his work as he kept doing all those illegal works and soon joined the Mafia too. He wanted to escape their desperation. He lost his track of ethics and began to do immoral things. He knew his Mother would not like this so he kept it a secret. The first person he met in New York was Tyler, they immediately became friends, Tyler also worked in Mafia, he was the mastermind. Tyler helped both Christian and himself to grow as Tyler obtained the position of the Leader by his devilish mind. Christian just wanted to provide his mother all those things he always wanted, so he avoided gaining a better position and worked in the shadows. He gave his mother a big house, new clothes, all those luxuries he could afford, he wanted to make her a Queen and fulfill all his promises. Amid his dark life, His heart always used to wonder about Sophie, how's she doing? Who's gonna tell him about her

It's been a month of it and Christian turned icy cold and began to live his life having one goal, make his money righteous. He began to hate love. If he never loved anyone, they would never leave. His father, mother and now Merlin. He began to think that his destiny has no love for him. The state of devastation that turns you void and no matter how much you want to cry at your ravage, no tears dared to spill out and ease your heart and you could feel the rushing of agony in your vein, stirring your mind. The feeling of emptiness residing in his heart. The state of destruction he is going through is incomprehensible for him. He is left with only a promise he made to his mother. The promise to make Sophie his bride but he knows that if he suddenly appears on her doorstep saying this, this will make matters worse. He just wants to live his life protecting Sophie and fulfilling his promise. 'I tried to twist fate and get away from you. But, even after trying that much, here I am,

Back to PresentChristian Pov:-I told Sophie everything about her. But, I couldn't bring myself to tell her about my past, how I took a life for her, how I lost myself in the dark side. That my money wasn't even moral and Mother took her life because of me. But now my money is righteous but back then there was nothing but gloom. I just told her that I involved myself in illegal life, no in-depth details about it. But I didn't tell her that I have taken lives. I know she deserves to know but I couldn’t bring myself to tell her. I want to but I just don't have enough strength in me. I told her everything about her and slowly lifted my gaze to look at her. She was listening very carefully, devoid of every emotion. “Sophie…?” The look of hurt of not being aware of her own self flashed in her eyes. The feeling of betrayal and a wrath that I have never seen before, she was in a state of a silent chaos and fury. “Sophie?”She was ready to wreak havoc but something held her back, somet

After all these years, I am finally going to meet them. The people I hate from the depth of my heart. People, whom I consider the worst scum of the world. Even upon hearing their name the disgust took over me as my whole being was filled with detest for them. I don't think I have hated anyone to that extent. Meeting him just spoils my mood but I have to. Filled with countless meaningless questions, I couldn’t help but to let the sensation of resentment rush in my veins, they sold me for money. I can expect this from Juliette but that Bastard has officially become an insensible asshole for me. But, deep down, somewhere in my heart… It hurts. I am happy to have a family consisting of Christian, Mother and Eugene but in a dark corner of my heart- no matter how much I try to ignore it; it hurts. It is painful to know about things you should have known. We reached their place. Oh, what a nice home. Note the sarcasm. I formed a stoic face as a servant welcomed us to a lounge. A f

1 Month Later Finally things have taken a turn for good. The pain and scars healed, everything is calming down gradually- my anger. I have begun to live my life as a blessing and made up my mind to put the past behind me and focus only on the future because it consists of three people; Mother, Eugene and Christian. Nothing matters to me now. My everything is them and I want things to remain like this. I don’t want any more tribulations, I want to live a peaceful life. Everything came back to normal. It's been six months of our marriage and it feels like six years to me. A lot. And I mean A LOT happened in these months. His apprehension, pushing me away, breaking me, saving me, the distance between us, me being defiled, him saving me again, our confessions, our sweet honeymoon- the most sweetest and memorable moment of my life, my truth and now, finally everything is normal. All the dramatic events of my life have ended and now everything is monotonous. And I feel so happy to