Marrisa BonifacioI couldn't sleep throughout the night, my thoughts were going far and wild, thinking of so many things, reasons, and what I have to do to show Robert I could be worthy of his love.It's morning already and it's crazy how Robert never slept in the mansion. I know he's with Rose, so I don't have to worry about his whereabouts. I climbed down from the bed and the next place my mind went to was the mirrorI walk toward the full-length mirror in our room and stood straight staring at my reflection, all I see is a woman that has done nothing but loves Robert genuinely, but he keeps on saying I'm not his type and will never be, and right now starting from today, I want to prove Robert Declan wrong, I will show him that I can be his type, I just need one thing I need to change what he sees in the mirror, I need to change my looks, my color, my hair everything if that's what it takes for him to notice me, then I have to do thatI will change every of my look to that of Rose,

Marrisa BonifacioAfter what happened at the beach today, I've been at home thinking, walking around the living room in thought, I've tried to change myself to look like Rose but yet that did not work Robert, I don't think I'm the problem. I left the living room and walk upstairs to our room standing in front of our full-length mirror and looking at myself, I don't think I'm the problem, I changed myself to be like Rose but he said a thousand me is not up to Rose, maybe it's time for me to stop being like other people, maybe it's time for me to stop disturbing him Maybe it's time for me to stop begging him every time like I would die any minute without him, It's time for me to return back to my old self, this time around I would be the one acting like I don't care, I would busy myself so much that I wouldn't have the time to think about him.And just maybe….I pray he comes back to his senses and see the true colors of Rose, let him see that Rose is not who he thinks she is….Somethi

Married Bonifacio I was almost ready for work, but still wondering why Robert is still on the bed, normally he would have left but today, he woke up early and has been working on his laptop since morning till now. I was ready to leave when he suddenly asked "Are you still not going to tell me where you go every morning?" My heart leap in joy, could it be that he's now starting to care about me, or no…let me not lift my hope so high, could it be that he's now starting to like me I turned towards him to see his gaze all focused on me, "What do you want?" I asked praying inwardly for him to say what my heart has been yearning for, even though I know it's too much to ask for "Nothing, just want to know when you start whoring around……'' He shrugged like he cared less. My heart shattered as my hopes were crushed into a million pieces, How could he think of me like that? I couldn't listen to his bulshi anymore. I turned around and walked away. I walked towards the garage and enter

Marrisa Bonifacio I watch them leave me broken hearted. I watch another woman take my husband and I can't even do anything. I watch all my hard work staring at me in the face, all my effort have gone to waste all because of one woman, and she still has the right to tell me to my face that I can't do anything. I turned towards the food to see them untouched, my stomach grumbled, I held onto my stomach remembering I haven't had anything to eat all because I was thinking of how to please Robert. I walk towards the food and sat down on the seat, deciding not to let the food go to waste, I dug into the food and made to eat but then…I don't have an appetite for it, but same time I can't let the food go to waste, I started forcing myself to eat not minding if I'm in the mood or not I was so heartbroken and distorted, at the moment I couldn't think of a thing, I stood up from the table after eating, I covered the leftover since the hotel attendant will carry it tomorrow morning, I don'

Robert Declan I knew she would never sign the damn papers, Rissa is hell-bent on making me stay in this marriage, and I'll stop at nothing to make this marriage a hell for her too. I took one week of my time trying to convince my parents and make them see reasons with me, finally all thanks to Rissa's cruelty, they were convinced when they saw the red marks on my body which the hot chili pepper left. At least now I know I'm not alone in this, I never knew mum could support me in this, I knew she love Rissa so much but now that she's on my side, getting rid of Rissa would now be easy for me, Dad has assured me that he supports whatever decision I took now. I've always know that Rissa likes me from childhood, but I've always tried not to look or stare at her, she's not my type of woman, I don't know why she keeps forcing herself on me I knew getting her to sign these divorce papers would not be easy, and I vowed not to be not to be easy either. I never knew I could love, especiall