Morris.The showers of rain remind me of that day.It was raining hard as they lowered Brielle's casket into the hole in the ground. The hard rain from the sky itself is about to rip in half like my heart has.I stand motionless, without an umbrella, away from the crowd, hiding in silence, mourning, and listening to the priest talk about life, the blessings of resurrection, suffering, and redemption, about how holy the love of God is to his people. So many words, but it's all useless to me.My jaw tightened, and my dark, cold heart ached again.Effing hell. I don't want to feel this pain again because it breaks me. It will always break me…Napaigting ang panga ko habang nakatingala sa maaliwalas na langit.I smiled at the heavens for granting me a ray of sunshine today. It feels like the heavens are welcoming me to paradise because, at last, I've arrived at a place I've never been after five long years.Shit and effing biscuits. My mind speaks as I snap my head in."Good that there's
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