Semua Bab Diego De Luna, Over My Dead Body: Bab 461 - Bab 470

Byrce.Yeah, you’d better get out of here before I do something that I might regret later. Damn it.I jerked my head up and inhaled deeply. I’m so stuffed, hard, and fucking horny. And there she is, in front of me like a food that I need to take. What a mess.When was the last time I released this type of stress? Can’t think about the last time I fuck someone. It’s that long, and now I feel the urge to let it go in the image of Charm. Typical man needs. I just jerk myself again like last night.Inayos ko ang sarili at nag isip ng mabuti. I have nothing to do anymore because I finished everything in this treehouse and outside yesterday. Today, I went out for a swim after running and walking around the island for almost three hours.I took another look and mapped it out. There’s an island nearby, and I wonder if that’s the Amore de Pazzo.Bumaba na rin ako pagkatapos magpalit at nakita siya sa baba, naghihintay at nakangiting nakatingin sa akin.Charmie is more than beautiful. She can

Charm.Nakakatakot man ay binaliwala ko na ito. Nandito si Bryce at hawak ko ang leeg niya. Hindi niya naman siguro ako bibitawan at pababayaan 'di ba?I'm confident, and I trust him. I don’t trust myself when it comes to these, but having him beside me is more than enough to try the devil things.I love the ocean. It gives me the spirit of being free as it washes away all the worries and problems I have inside. I may look tough and bubbly without any issues. But deep inside, I have my own demons that I face each day.Matapang lang ako sa labas na anyo, pero mahina ako sa maraming bagay. Pero sa bagay na gusto ko, ay hindi ako basta-basta bimibitaw. Kaya heto, kakapit ako hangga't kaya ko."Sure ka ba na hindi nila lalapangin ang paa ko?" Pumwesto ang paa ko sa paanan ni Bryce. Nakaapak ako sa kanya, at nakapulupot ang kamay ko sa leeg niya.Our eyes locked, and my breathing was restricted. I'm tense. I can feel him, and I know he feels the same way I do right now. I swallow hard and

Charm.I keep my posture as I waited for him to be finish. Kanina pa ako hindi makahinga nang maayos at nakangiti lang. Nakatingala ako sa treehouse, nakatitig ang mga mata sa hagdanan."Nearly there,” he said as he headed back to the treehouse.Maaga ako dahil excited masyado. Tama si Manang Belen. Masyadong halata ako kay Bryce. So what? I have nothing to hide any longer. Bryce knows everything about me and my feelings. It’s all up to him! I know it’s embarrassing, but somehow making the first move takes away all the stress I have carried for years."Okay, ready?" Bumaba na si Bryce at saka ngiting tinitigan ako mula ulo hanggang paa at pabalik."Hmm…" he shakes his head, and his eyes are focused on my skirt."What's wrong?" Napatingin na tuloy ako sa sariling suot.Wala namang mali sa suot ko. Crop top na puti at mini-skirt shorts na itim. Hindi ako masisilipan dahil may panty shorts naman sa ilalim at komportable ako sa damit na ganito. At isa pa, walang sisilip sa akin rito!"N

Charm.'Making out is easy without a feeling… I can’t be with a virgin.'Pabalik-balik ito na parang sirang plaka sa isip ko.He doesn’t do what? Virgins? Huh, ang galing!Hindi ako nakatulog ng maayos. Kung nakatulog man, ay konting oras lang. Maaga na. Sikat na ang araw pero ayaw ko pang bumangon.I’m defeated. It felt like everything that had once wrapped my heart wholeheartedly had left me.It was an embarrassing night. I easily give in to my body’s needs, thinking it's Bryce.Pumikit ang mga mata ko at huminga ako nang malalim. Naglalaban ang isip ko kung lalabas na ba ako ngayon, o hindi pa. Tiyak nasa baba na siguro si Bryce kasama si Manang Belen.After thirty minutes, I decided to step up and be a woman. I need to face this. I want to see what Bryce's reaction is after what has happened."Manang Belen?"Maingat ang pagbaba ko habang nakahawak sa hawakan. Si Manang lang ang nakikita ko. Nasa baba na siya at naghahanda ng pagkain."Gutom ka na ba. Kanina pa ako tapos magluto.

Charm."How was it? Congratulations! I'm so proud of you, Charmie!"Ellena looks excited in the line. Malaki ang screen sa harapan ko at maaga na sa kabilang banda ng mundo. Samantalang kalahating gabi na rito. Pagod ako, pero ayaw dumalaw ng antok sa akin. Kaya heto, nagvi-video call ako kay Ellena sa kabilang linya."And I can't wait to see you next week. I have my tickets!" Winagayway niya ang plane ticket sa screen."You can stay in my apart—""No. I have already booked a hotel closer to your place. It's not that I don't want to be with you. Of course, I do! You're my best friend. But I want to date, Charmie."I scoff and laugh at that.Tama nga naman siya. Noon, noong nagbakasyon kaming dalawa rito sa Milan ay nasa iisang apartment kami at halos linggo ay may inuuwi siyang lalaki.Ellena loves to date. And dating for her needs to be sex first. Dapat raw may dating pareho sa bagay na ito, dahim importante raw ito.Siguro nakuha ko ang kabaliwan ni Ellena noon. I fantasize Bryce,